Move on.
This person does not know what she wants and will continue to use you as an emotional anchor. She maybe a nice person, great in bed, or whatever, but you can find dozens of women who are just as cool, smart, fun, and who are also emotionally stable, know what they want and also know the value of a great guy and how to treat them to develop a healthy relationship.
Move on.
Chill, ….still, …. and just this side of damp. The air.
The ground. Hard, …...wet, …..unforgiving.
The silence….., smothering, crushing silence so heavy it almost ends me.
If I could see this it would be pitch blackness with a pin prick of distant light so faint that I can’t really tell if I’m seeing it or not.
Since this is all in my head, I can’t tell if I CAN see it, or not, or if it is really there.
It is.
Go to the light.
I think…….
Go to the light……..?
How?
…7
?
-------7
A whisper, of a scent, of the touch of a memory, almost occurs to me
And then then it is gone.
Something about -------7?
Or was it more than 7?
What was this?
A flicker, flutter, mummer. In the center of me, where my soul should be.
…….7?
again?
Simultaneously, I realized that I was remembering something.
I just did not recall what it was.
Yet…..
Haw-----? This time I could almost make out a voice, or thought I heard a voice.
Was that a memory?, or the memory of a voice? Hawk….?
Where was that coming from? I tried to spin around. I don’t not if I accomplished the feat or not.
I did not see anything, but the pin prick of light seemed closer.
In fact, it seemed to be coming closer still, getting bigger I guess or maybe it just seemed to be closer.
Hawke---?
Oh………that….hurt! So fast and fleeting a feeling as sweet as anything in life, replace the whispering scent of a memory that touched me.
Hawkeye7…..I heard it this time.
With my whole being, I heard it, with all my senses, I heard it. But it was not right.
Something was not right. Something was missing……..incomplete.
HAWKEYE7
Synapses firing. Increase Orgone levels – all aspects.
Clarity of thought, mind and soul.
Blink, blink…………………………………………………
The message from Feyd read:
“Sorry to disturb you sir.
But are you by chance Steve Thompson aka KMFDMguy?”
It was like waking from a long restless sleep.
Why yes, Yes I am, I thought, but you might remember me by another name.
“Call me HAWKEYE7, Some years ago - never mind how long precisely –“ I posted on this site.
I found the people and the activity to be much to my liking, friendly, intelligent and lively. I had to take a prolonged hiatus from Salvation, but now find my circumstance such that I would like to rejoin the community here.
I would like to whole heartedly thank both ExpiredRascals and especially Feyd_Ruin, for going way above and beyond in helping me to reactivate this old account and for ensuring that I was who I claimed to be prior to allowing me to activate it. I can personally speak to how helpful and professional these two admins are in carrying out responsibilities for this site. Thank you both very much.
With that, I shall be seeing folks around in the threads.
I'm looking forward to it. It's one of the reasons I decided to come back. I miss the game.
I hope I can remember how to play.
I'll need to do a lot of reading of the recent games to get the feel of the game back.
I'll also need to try to familiarize myself with the players who are here now. I'm glad to see some of the greats are still here. I'm sure there are many more great players here now I simply do not know yet.
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This person does not know what she wants and will continue to use you as an emotional anchor. She maybe a nice person, great in bed, or whatever, but you can find dozens of women who are just as cool, smart, fun, and who are also emotionally stable, know what they want and also know the value of a great guy and how to treat them to develop a healthy relationship.
Move on.
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The ground. Hard, …...wet, …..unforgiving.
The silence….., smothering, crushing silence so heavy it almost ends me.
If I could see this it would be pitch blackness with a pin prick of distant light so faint that I can’t really tell if I’m seeing it or not.
Since this is all in my head, I can’t tell if I CAN see it, or not, or if it is really there.
It is.
Go to the light.
I think…….
Go to the light……..?
How?
…7
?
-------7
A whisper, of a scent, of the touch of a memory, almost occurs to me
And then then it is gone.
Something about -------7?
Or was it more than 7?
What was this?
A flicker, flutter, mummer. In the center of me, where my soul should be.
…….7?
again?
Simultaneously, I realized that I was remembering something.
I just did not recall what it was.
Yet…..
Haw-----? This time I could almost make out a voice, or thought I heard a voice.
Was that a memory?, or the memory of a voice? Hawk….?
Where was that coming from? I tried to spin around. I don’t not if I accomplished the feat or not.
I did not see anything, but the pin prick of light seemed closer.
In fact, it seemed to be coming closer still, getting bigger I guess or maybe it just seemed to be closer.
Hawke---?
Oh………that….hurt! So fast and fleeting a feeling as sweet as anything in life, replace the whispering scent of a memory that touched me.
Hawkeye7…..I heard it this time.
With my whole being, I heard it, with all my senses, I heard it. But it was not right.
Something was not right. Something was missing……..incomplete.
HAWKEYE7
Synapses firing. Increase Orgone levels – all aspects.
Clarity of thought, mind and soul.
Blink, blink…………………………………………………
The message from Feyd read:
“Sorry to disturb you sir.
But are you by chance Steve Thompson aka KMFDMguy?”
It was like waking from a long restless sleep.
Why yes, Yes I am, I thought, but you might remember me by another name.
“Call me HAWKEYE7, Some years ago - never mind how long precisely –“ I posted on this site.
I found the people and the activity to be much to my liking, friendly, intelligent and lively. I had to take a prolonged hiatus from Salvation, but now find my circumstance such that I would like to rejoin the community here.
I would like to whole heartedly thank both ExpiredRascals and especially Feyd_Ruin, for going way above and beyond in helping me to reactivate this old account and for ensuring that I was who I claimed to be prior to allowing me to activate it. I can personally speak to how helpful and professional these two admins are in carrying out responsibilities for this site. Thank you both very much.
With that, I shall be seeing folks around in the threads.
1
I'm looking forward to it. It's one of the reasons I decided to come back. I miss the game.
I hope I can remember how to play.
I'll need to do a lot of reading of the recent games to get the feel of the game back.
I'll also need to try to familiarize myself with the players who are here now. I'm glad to see some of the greats are still here. I'm sure there are many more great players here now I simply do not know yet.