MTG Salvation

I generally don't read peoples blogs here, or blogs in general. I have read maybe 4 blog entries on this forum since they appeared.

But I went out of my way to read this one.

Various random IQ tests clock my IQ at about 185. Yet best I muster in life is working fixing printers over the phone while people yell at me. Being smart, I do amazingly well at it, but cannot get ahead.

The world is made by and for the average. Very rarely can an above average individual get anywhere of merit, because we are all square pegs trying to fit in round holes. Schools AIm to give A grades to those who can work the hardest at the C grade material. And we get lost in the shuffle. Even beauty is really about how average you are. Beuaty is judged on symmetry, and familiarity. Barbie dolls and Fashion magazines tend to exagerate and warp the idea of average, so we fawn over unattainable goals in the media. But in the end, 95% of us reach for and fall in love with those whom are the most average.

Average people; the average person feels the most comfortable with an average person, but strives for the media warped god or goddess. it is sad, but alas.

Even Universities and colleges are designed for the average. Those with above average ability tend to get labelled as having learning disablities, whichever one is the curse dujour. Einstein had Dyslexia and failed Highschool math, nowadays the easy prognosis for the square pegs is ADHD, then med them up until their corners are rounded enough to fit in the hole. I was diagnosed with ADD and Dyslexia as a child (actually not ADD, but a variant. Closer to Autism) I was lucky and avoided the meds after the first year. School was still a pain, and I was still a square peg. But I learned what was a disability really was not, and when I learned to use it I discovered I could keep alot of different subjects and ideas going on in my mind at a time. My problem was not that I was unable to focus on the world around me but that the world around me was far to simple.

Life is about making mistakes. We make loads of them, they are necessary to learning. They are necessary to the way the wrld works. Even at the biological level, life makes mistakes and the beings who cannot handle the mistakes they are handed die off due to natural selection.

The mistakes we make are much the same.

We have a choice with each mistake we make (assuming it was not such a bad one we erased ourselves from the gene pool) ; A) Learn from it and become better for it B) Say **** it and give up. B leads to repeating the same mistakes over and over, doing the same things again and again, getting the same results.

There is a saying about a person who does the same thing over and over expecting different results ; that is called being crazy. That is 99% of the world, and as long as a person lets themselves fall into that demographic ; they are average. The only way to be above average is to fit in that remaining 1%

Anyways ; I always respected you and thought you were awesome, regardless of whether I have had much chance to really speak to you.

I still talk to you??? O_o

Oh wow, I thought these pms were from someone else.

/me waits for Bitsy to start cying...it arrouses

pfft, you can't play substandard cards in standard. N00b

No thats not God

I met God once...Mother of Jesus is more accurate. Apparantly God makes mistakes, even with himself...er...herself.

Ever wonder why he was reaching for that naked guy?

OMG we could be sisters!!!!!


Except for me it was a priests collar (don't ask...well ok ask)

And I fashioned it into a puppy

And I was like that gay man who played Dorothy

They arrested me when I tried to free the Lion from the zoo....facsists!!!

I got crammed into a boys locker once. I was very dissapointed, he wasn't in there. Lucky his jock strap was.

I've been crammed into alot of boys stuff actually.

Ah, thats what I was getting wrong. The bowl. Dammit!!!

My guests cannot spell usually. They went to public school.

AHA!!! I knew I recognized your polished marbelesque ramblings.

Just letting you know while the nuns were flogging you I managed to grab that nickle...and it was a buffalo.

You should send me your address, I promise each year for christmas to send you one normal modern nickle to make up for the one I denied you of. Besides, I belive it is just to pay for good entertainment when I see it, and I appreciate a good nun-flogging. You saved me weeks of therapy.

Do you have a good recipe for Gespacho?

The body has trouble digesting most seeds as is sweety. It is an awesome start and they mix well on alot of foods. If you have a blender, put them into some shakes and such. That will break them up so your body can digest them better.

They are good on salads and make good cookies.

I prefer capsules if you can find them

That is a really cool idea, ether. It is alot of fun to do actually, I have friends who rescue animals and such. I recommend going the legit route (as you seem to be doing, and making a career) then just as a personal private thing. The later will turn you into a cat-lady.

:ducks the onslaught of hurled cats:

I definately wish you luck. I love animals too, and have thought of these professions as well at times.

My comments on internet dating come from experience...sorry Alacar. I am a really good judge of people, yet manage to become blined to stupid things on net relationships. I am not saying they are 100% bad, just that it is way to easy to get lost iin the fantasy of them.

I am trying to mend things with Elisha. i doubt she will see me as two timing, we already had the understanding we would see other people if we liked...no strings. We weren't even serious.