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  • posted a message on Possibility of being dark?
    Looking at it now, I seem to be more White/Black. I play by my own set of rules, helping others (usually because it ends up helping me). Also selective altruism if you can believe that, I help but don't coddle. About 80% of the things I do are usually to help me, but if I can kill two birds with one stone (help me and someone else) why not?
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    I guess, but even though it is inspired by a card game there are bits of truth in them. I don't want to be considered a heartless person but I don't want to be overcome by emotion either. I also don't want to be considered a doormat but I don't want to be considered cruel either. I never minded much the part about me being cold or stoic, it's just the thought of being swallowed by that aspect.
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    To sum it together: The blue part is my desire for knowledge, to know more so that I can use that knowledge for my ends. Although I can't deny that I am cold and stoic about some emotional topics, sort of like a robot.

    The black aspect is just ambition, the desire for more. Wanting money, comfort, not exactly power although that would be nice.

    Adding it together, it seems like a person who wants to be in a position of control. Who does not care about the problems of others. Ugh, it makes me ill to say that but I can't deny that I have felt that way more than once.

    *Side note: I did not mention that a couple of times it ended up white/blue. I guess that explains the struggle with the blue/black part. Esper...huh...
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    Simply put, I have no other way to state the title of the topic. But anyway, here goes.

    I'm mostly asking this because of a few color personality quizzes I have taken online. I know that most of these need to be taken with a grain of salt, but what I'm troubled by is the recurring combination of Blue/Black.

    I can't deny that I do share quite a few of the traits of that combination, but it sort of scares me though. I'm not sure if I'm willing to accept that as me. But no matter how many times I take them over again, I end up with the same thing.

    I know it's not usually a good thing to go against who you are and that you should embrace what makes you...you. But I'm not certain if that is the right thing thise time.
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