After 20 years of mostly loving it, but occasionally trying to quit, I have finally (I think) QUIT smoking cigarettes. It's in the rear-view mirror and getting smaller..think it's gonna stick this time.
I have money. Oh my God do I have spending money now.
I don't wake up hacking up nasty ****. I don't clear my throat every 15 seconds anymore either...that's really nice.
My car doesn't stink. I don't stink.
I don't have to sneak around anymore.
In case you're wondering..I did it cold turkey. Seems this is the only thing that actually works. (Trust me here) But the key was: I went on vacation (beach) for a week. Remove oneself from the usual environment. Constant stimulus. Worn out at the end of each day. Surrounded by family and couldn't really hide it..seemed like the time to do it.