@ep: This may sound weird, but maybe you could practice it. You know, stay over at a friend's and see what helps you sleep.
Also, do you know what makes you feel so anxious? Maybe it's the way your home environment can be changed depending on your needs but this isn't always true away from home. If you bring some of what makes your home feel homey, you might be able to simulate that feeling.
I've tried that. It doesn't work. I get anxious everywhere. I think this whole problem stems from my fear of the safety of my family. My mother was in a terrible car accident when I was six. She was in ICU for 3 weeks, and in the hospital for 2 months, then bed ridden for 4 more months. It was like I had lost my mother for almost an entire year. I feel like I need to be home and near her so I can protect her and the rest of my family from getting hurt like that again.
As most, or all of you, know I will be leaving for Emerson College in the fall. The college, being in Boston, is roughly 4 hours away from my current home. I'm incredibly excited to leave and start college, however I have one major hang-up. I have sleep anxiety when I'm not in my house. If I even attempt to go to sleep outside of my house I get very panicked and my heart rate rises and it generally ends with me crying until I am home. I have no idea what to do about this, and since the date of my departure is rapidly approaching (137 days) I was hoping that I could get some advice from you all. Thanks in advance. Really.
Generally I'm loathe to jump to medication as a first resort, but this sounds rather serious and likely is not something you'll be able to just work through with normal coping mechanisms. I think anti-anxiety meds or maybe even just sleep aids could potentially help a lot, at least until you start to feel like college is home (and you will, it'll just take some time).
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I'm doing rather well thanks for asking. My politics aside, I'm glad that you're coming home, and in one piece for that matter. I'd love to hear some stories if you have any.
@Psi: Don't feel like any of this fragmentation and whatnot is your fault. The dynamic of the 'House has clearly changed since there are a lot of old regulars that aren't around anymore, and some that are just coming back, (i.e. me). The new regulars, coupled with the loss of old, has created just a new conversation dynamic here. It's not bad, just not really what I was used to before I left.
Personally, I think you are one of the nicest people, with eaisly some of the best grammer, around here. I was always quite fond of conversing with you here. Good talks man, good talks.
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As most, or all of you, know I will be leaving for Emerson College in the fall. The college, being in Boston, is roughly 4 hours away from my current home. I'm incredibly excited to leave and start college, however I have one major hang-up. I have sleep anxiety when I'm not in my house. If I even attempt to go to sleep outside of my house I get very panicked and my heart rate rises and it generally ends with me crying until I am home. I have no idea what to do about this, and since the date of my departure is rapidly approaching (137 days) I was hoping that I could get some advice from you all. Thanks in advance. Really.
Ty,....ty very much, that means alot to me it really does.:)
As far as your sleep anxiety goes, believe it or not I have it too to a mild degree. I have a really hard time sleeping when I am not at home. I dont get much sleep otherwise, the only exception is my best friend's house that I have known for like since I was in Kindergarden.
And I cant fall asleep unless the Tv in my room is on.......its wierd.
Jun, that's very interesting man. Should be able to find some quality paying jobs with that degree I would imagine. Best of luck in the job market old boy.
Evan -- Not sure what to tell you man but I think Mamelon has the best approach. Try spending a weekend at a Friends house and seeing how it goes.
Something I would suggest.. and you're going to think I'm mental for this.. but put on some music when you try and sleep. For me, I need some kind of sound in the room or I simply cannot sleep. It may help soothe and relax you if you've got something you're familiar with (the music) around you.
Cutthroat Smile.. I don't know if I have ever said this, but God bless you man and thank you for everything you're doing for your country. You are a better man than I, Sir, and I appreciate with all my heart everything you're doing.
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@Psi: It was nothing man. I'm just telling the truth. Half of the time I feel like I make meaningless posts with little to no bearing on the general flow of the conversation at hand. Based on that post, your grammer score has dropped a point or two. TY's are poor grammer. And I feel you on the sleep thing, obviously.
@Kraj: I don't want to take perscribed medecines for this as I generally don't like to. I do bring over the counter sleep aids with me when I have to sleep out of my own home. And they work pretty okay, I just don't want to become dependent on them when I am at Emesron.
@iReb: I usually fall asleep at home with the TV on, so background noise generally does help me. Thanks though
Last time I slept out of my house, at a friends house, I tried Yoga breathing and was able to fall asleep for a little while, but when I woke up, had an epic freak out. I want to be able to sleep and if I wake up, fall back asleep. That is my biggest concern. I know I can fall asleep, even if it does take a half hour of yoga breathing and immense concentration.
I've tried that. It doesn't work. I get anxious everywhere. I think this whole problem stems from my fear of the safety of my family. My mother was in a terrible car accident when I was six. She was in ICU for 3 weeks, and in the hospital for 2 months, then bed ridden for 4 more months. It was like I had lost my mother for almost an entire year. I feel like I need to be home and near her so I can protect her and the rest of my family from getting hurt like that again.
Eesh. Yeah, anxiety is a real bugger. I hope you find a way to get through it, that sucks.
Anything that was traumatic for you can leave a very strong impact that seems to take control of your automatic reactions. It's never easy overcoming that. If you found another way to feel in control and able to do something like you are at home, I'm sure it'd be a big help but it's easier said than done.
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There were a lot of changes around that time. I just remember seeing you a lot less when you got modded. I don't think it's easy to imagine just how much work really goes into moderating.
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Step off, punk! I'm way ahead of you in line on that one, and I'm way behind the Joshes.
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I liked it for a long time. I don't watch it anymore but I still like the artwork and art style. I like the blending of images in your banner.
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I may get my divine rank and league of followers yet! *evil smirk* Nah, somehow I doubt it.
Hey! I was first to pay homage to Mamelon with her user card wayyyy back when And yes, she is sexy. (At least her voice is--makes me giggle)
Evan: Anxiety, whew. What helps me sleep on a restless night? I try to have a slightly warm glass of milk (not freezing, just cool) and put on some white noise (be it in the form of a TV or some music you like). Finally I lay in bed and try to sing along with the songs in slight whisper. It's better than counting monotonous sheep, because I can hardly get through a DragonForce song before getting to REM.
Psiblast: Don't feel bad man. All this 'fragmentation' talk is not a blame game. It's just a change. After all, the Coffeehouse has been around for 2 freakin' years. How many clans can attest to that, especially with so many awesome members that have passed through here?
You guys are very very much appreciated for what your doing, and we can not express how grateful we are for you doing it.
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My best friend is in the army reserve and he's been to Iraq. Another very good friend of mine has been there, come back, and is scheduled to go back soon. He's got a new wife and a baby on the way too. I value that sacrifice.
Anyways, geeked out today! Played some Smash Bros. Brawl and had a lot of fun. Other than that, finally heard from a good friend of mine. It'd been a few weeks since I heard from him. He had a bad respiratory infection.
Also been knee deep in my writings and poems lately. Not much of a change there, though.
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Jun, that's very interesting man. Should be able to find some quality paying jobs with that degree I would imagine. Best of luck in the job market old boy.
Thanks. I hope so.
And btw Im only 20
@Psychoburner: Its been awhile my friend! How are ya, good to see ya again.
@Kraj: I don't want to take perscribed medecines for this as I generally don't like to. I do bring over the counter sleep aids with me when I have to sleep out of my own home. And they work pretty okay, I just don't want to become dependent on them when I am at Emesron.
Fair enough. Sleep aids generally don't make you chemically dependent, but you can develop a habitual dependency. If you are disciplined and only use them for a short time, it shouldn't be a problem. Still there are other options.
Last time I slept out of my house, at a friends house, I tried Yoga breathing and was able to fall asleep for a little while, but when I woke up, had an epic freak out. I want to be able to sleep and if I wake up, fall back asleep. That is my biggest concern. I know I can fall asleep, even if it does take a half hour of yoga breathing and immense concentration.
If this works for you, might I make an odd suggestion? Have you tried hypnosis? Some sessions with a hypnotherapist might potentially be very helpful. Even if they aren't, if you can successfully learn to self-hypnotize you can go directly into a deep sleep and get a similar benefit of an 8-hour sleep in as little as an hour, which is relevant if you have issues with waking up. Something to look into at the very least.
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@hunter44: I don't think it's possible to have living legend and yoda of legacy both in play because technically its the same person.;) Unless of course you have mirror gallery then that could work. Just watch out for those krosan grips and ancient grudges.
Well Hi there Hippy! Nice to meet you too. Yup ur pretty friendly alright. Im sure we'll get along here.
Thanks. And oh, Bachelor Of Science In Commerce, Major In Information Management. Well my degree is a combination of IT and Management basically.
Thanks. Thypoid fever isnt a joke, I became thin and weak for a couple of days, even after recovery. Well now Im 100% ok again.
You think its sexy eh?
Well thanks kevin! Nice to see the Living Legend and Yoda of Legacy again. *hugs* to you too
Ahh. I remember before I was so active as a regular I posted like nuts. I was always first in the number of posts in the thread. I missed those times when Alacar would remind me of posting after 2 or more posts from other members. Photon said I posted like the speed of light. Come to think of it maybe I just wanted a custom title that fast back then.
Harhar Mams! Well Ive got enough sleep when I was sick. Missed ya! Im still the loyal #1 mamelon fan!
Hey! I was first to pay homage to Mamelon with her user card wayyyy back when And yes, she is sexy. (At least her voice is--makes me giggle)
Does sexiness make you giggle?
I remember you telling me that one night on Skype, actually, and getting a bit of a kick out of it. Good for a belle to hear from time to time.
I don't remember my old user card very well.
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Yagh. That's right. You're a married young'un. Makes me feel really old and really adolescent at the same time.
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Awww.
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Thats okay mamelon I am 28 and I still don't even have a girlfriend yet.
Wow mamelon so sexy wohoo! oh sorry i didnt mean to get that excited. ;):o
Anyway it sure has been a busy day in the house and at night it was even busier. Its also great that more and more regulars are coming back to the house too.
Anyway I am going to head off to sleep in a little bit. Have a goodnight everyone and talk to you all tommorrow.
Evening CoffeeHouse! Sorry I am so late getting back. It has been a fun and interesting evening. Supper went well. No problem, then my brother calls and wants me to help him get his MWS working. HA! So now picture this not one but two Tennessee Hillbillies on the telephone, one trying to explain to the other how to get MWS to work. As if that isnt a funny ass picture in itself, I spent 4 days just getting the pictures to work. If it werent for the fine people of the Coffeehouse I still wouldnt have it working right. So we went back and forth for about 2 hours before I told him to forget fixing it. Unistall it start from the begining and within 30 min I had it running.....without pix but we were able to play each other a couple of games! It was cool we got to play but almost embarassing the two of us trying to figure out computer stuff on the phone.
As most, or all of you, know I will be leaving for Emerson College in the fall. The college, being in Boston, is roughly 4 hours away from my current home. I'm incredibly excited to leave and start college, however I have one major hang-up. I have sleep anxiety when I'm not in my house. If I even attempt to go to sleep outside of my house I get very panicked and my heart rate rises and it generally ends with me crying until I am home. I have no idea what to do about this, and since the date of my departure is rapidly approaching (137 days) I was hoping that I could get some advice from you all. Thanks in advance. Really.
Well this Tuesday we had hamburgers and corn on the cob and green beans. Last tuesday It was steaks and homemade fries. I think. My wife teaches a cheerleading class on tuesdays and me and my son are usually left ot fend for ourselves. Alot of times that means pizza. Last couple of weeks I have been cooking though. I cook alot by the way.:)
I want to say first off I am glad to hear you are heading to college. That aint always easy now days. I got moved around alot when I was a kid. I never really got used to it. One thing that would always help was if I could find something as soon as I got there to dive into emerse myself in drawing or painting or studying whatever. I would just focus on that one thing so much I didnt have time to feel anxious about not being at home. I am sure you will work it out in your own manner though, I have faith in ya.:D
Nothing to be embarassed about, you deserve all the praise and more. All you soldiers over seas deserve this whole countries thanks and support! You sure have mine!:thumbsup:
Anyway it sure has been a busy day in the house and at night it was even busier. Its also great that more and more regulars are coming back to the house too.
Anyway I am going to head off to sleep in a little bit. Have a goodnight everyone and talk to you all tommorrow.
Love,
Cecilia
I agree I like that so many people have returned in recent days. Has really got this place hoping! I love the fact that some have come back just in time for the anniversary!
Good night! Get ya some sleep Cecilia
EDIT: The pic is of my brother and my son this easter. The Little guy with the easter basket is my brothers step son.
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HUNTER44!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *HUG!**** We missed you, and are VERY happy you're doing well... Thank you so much for coming back in here and letting us know how you're doing!!
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I would have to say that I agree with Alacar.. I think its quite an accomplishment in and of itself that the CoffeeHouse has been around for two freakin' years! - to quote him
I admit, I was feeling a little at fault myself, because I'm the owner/hostess/co-founder of the CoffeeHouse and I was wondering for a split second whether it was because of Arguas' absence (the other co-founder) that perhaps some people didn't feel as comfortable here... I just overall felt bad for making anyone feel displaced, because I hate to make anyone feel that way especially here, and for a bit felt like maybe it was MY fault, because after all, isn't it my duty/job as the owner, to keep this place running....
So, the moral of this? Don't worry, Psi, or anyone else for that matter... We all tremendously enjoy having you, each and every one of you, here, and would miss you terribly if you were gone.
I was feeling just a little down until I read Alacar's and Hippy's, and Snoop's posts, about how they feel about this place... I can't express to all of you how much this place has meant to me in the past two years... Its such a meaning-filled place, that has reflected so much of who we are over the past two years, and I have grown and shared a lot with all of you throughout my time here and am incredibly thankful to you for sharing that with me.
On that note, today (as requested by Umgenni, here's the reminder:p) is the day that my Introduce Yourself (IYS) thread went up, after I joined this site, as a 5 month anniversary gift to Arguas2617, my boyfriend at the time (also the co-founder of this place) , two years ago today. Today, two years ago, I joined the ranks of MTGSalvation, to eventually (a mere four days later) create this monstrously lovable entity that came to be known as The Magic CoffeeHouse.. or as many lovingly call it, The CoffeeHouse, or CoffeeHouse, or C'House, or 'House.
It has been my sincere honor to have been a part of your lives, in however small any way I have and could have been for the past two years that I have been a member of MTGSalvation.
Thank you all for your suggestions, especially Hypnotherapy Kraj, I think I'm going to give that a try. It means a lot to me that you were all so willing to offer some help.
@Hippy: That sounds like a very nice simple dinner, the best kind. Your son is older than I thought. Looks closer to my age than anything else.
In animation class agian, slacking as usual. I AM a 4th quarter seinor after all.
Yay today is 16, that means its the anniversary right? so what are we planning? the IRC chat? let me see if i can find it of course a link would be nice
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Haha.... Today is the anniversary of MY being part of Salvation.. The actual CoffeeHouse anniversary doesn't happen until the 19th, which is this Saturday.. BUT we will be starting the IRC Chat today, and I will be posting the new thread today at some point, probably tonight after work..
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Daaaaamn.. I can't believe I've been here two whole years!
I've tried that. It doesn't work. I get anxious everywhere. I think this whole problem stems from my fear of the safety of my family. My mother was in a terrible car accident when I was six. She was in ICU for 3 weeks, and in the hospital for 2 months, then bed ridden for 4 more months. It was like I had lost my mother for almost an entire year. I feel like I need to be home and near her so I can protect her and the rest of my family from getting hurt like that again.
Yeah, that's accurate. I played and judged for a long time prior to being modded, but helping run it is quite a bit more time commitment.
Sexy? I wouldn't really say Swing Out Sister music is sexy, but I do really enjoy it. "Am I the Same Girl?" is also quite good.
Step off, punk! I'm way ahead of you in line on that one, and I'm way behind the Joshes.
Generally I'm loathe to jump to medication as a first resort, but this sounds rather serious and likely is not something you'll be able to just work through with normal coping mechanisms. I think anti-anxiety meds or maybe even just sleep aids could potentially help a lot, at least until you start to feel like college is home (and you will, it'll just take some time).
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@Kraj: Haha okay okay..But for me Im still the #1 mams fan!
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Ty,....ty very much, that means alot to me it really does.:)
As far as your sleep anxiety goes, believe it or not I have it too to a mild degree. I have a really hard time sleeping when I am not at home. I dont get much sleep otherwise, the only exception is my best friend's house that I have known for like since I was in Kindergarden.
And I cant fall asleep unless the Tv in my room is on.......its wierd.
:)....Ty, I appreciate that....... But I love me some Inuyasha;):D
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Thank You Jun, I am doing very well as of now. It would seem you are as well
Evan -- Not sure what to tell you man but I think Mamelon has the best approach. Try spending a weekend at a Friends house and seeing how it goes.
Something I would suggest.. and you're going to think I'm mental for this.. but put on some music when you try and sleep. For me, I need some kind of sound in the room or I simply cannot sleep. It may help soothe and relax you if you've got something you're familiar with (the music) around you.
Cutthroat Smile.. I don't know if I have ever said this, but God bless you man and thank you for everything you're doing for your country. You are a better man than I, Sir, and I appreciate with all my heart everything you're doing.
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@Kraj: I don't want to take perscribed medecines for this as I generally don't like to. I do bring over the counter sleep aids with me when I have to sleep out of my own home. And they work pretty okay, I just don't want to become dependent on them when I am at Emesron.
@iReb: I usually fall asleep at home with the TV on, so background noise generally does help me. Thanks though
Last time I slept out of my house, at a friends house, I tried Yoga breathing and was able to fall asleep for a little while, but when I woke up, had an epic freak out. I want to be able to sleep and if I wake up, fall back asleep. That is my biggest concern. I know I can fall asleep, even if it does take a half hour of yoga breathing and immense concentration.
Anything that was traumatic for you can leave a very strong impact that seems to take control of your automatic reactions. It's never easy overcoming that. If you found another way to feel in control and able to do something like you are at home, I'm sure it'd be a big help but it's easier said than done.
There were a lot of changes around that time. I just remember seeing you a lot less when you got modded. I don't think it's easy to imagine just how much work really goes into moderating.
Yes?
Oh, wait, that was your nick.
I may get my divine rank and league of followers yet! *evil smirk* Nah, somehow I doubt it.
I have to admit, I missed you goobers.
I liked it for a long time. I don't watch it anymore but I still like the artwork and art style. I like the blending of images in your banner.
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Thanks man, I really appreciate that.
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You guys are very very much appreciated for what your doing, and we can not express how grateful we are for you doing it.
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Evan: Anxiety, whew. What helps me sleep on a restless night? I try to have a slightly warm glass of milk (not freezing, just cool) and put on some white noise (be it in the form of a TV or some music you like). Finally I lay in bed and try to sing along with the songs in slight whisper. It's better than counting monotonous sheep, because I can hardly get through a DragonForce song before getting to REM.
Psiblast: Don't feel bad man. All this 'fragmentation' talk is not a blame game. It's just a change. After all, the Coffeehouse has been around for 2 freakin' years. How many clans can attest to that, especially with so many awesome members that have passed through here?
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now I'm getting embarassed, lol
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Anyways, geeked out today! Played some Smash Bros. Brawl and had a lot of fun. Other than that, finally heard from a good friend of mine. It'd been a few weeks since I heard from him. He had a bad respiratory infection.
Also been knee deep in my writings and poems lately. Not much of a change there, though.
Thanks. I hope so.
And btw Im only 20
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Fair enough. Sleep aids generally don't make you chemically dependent, but you can develop a habitual dependency. If you are disciplined and only use them for a short time, it shouldn't be a problem. Still there are other options.
If this works for you, might I make an odd suggestion? Have you tried hypnosis? Some sessions with a hypnotherapist might potentially be very helpful. Even if they aren't, if you can successfully learn to self-hypnotize you can go directly into a deep sleep and get a similar benefit of an 8-hour sleep in as little as an hour, which is relevant if you have issues with waking up. Something to look into at the very least.
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Love,
Cecilia
So glad to see you're ok and back in the House!
Does sexiness make you giggle?
I remember you telling me that one night on Skype, actually, and getting a bit of a kick out of it. Good for a belle to hear from time to time.
I don't remember my old user card very well.
Yagh. That's right. You're a married young'un. Makes me feel really old and really adolescent at the same time.
Awww.
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All that I yearn for, for richer or poorer, is to fill your heart on my own.
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As for sexy, honestly, it is. You sound like a fun person to snuggle with
Although that card's flavor text is dated--back before we all got the discertation on transgendered people.
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Wow mamelon so sexy wohoo! oh sorry i didnt mean to get that excited. ;):o
Anyway it sure has been a busy day in the house and at night it was even busier. Its also great that more and more regulars are coming back to the house too.
Anyway I am going to head off to sleep in a little bit. Have a goodnight everyone and talk to you all tommorrow.
Love,
Cecilia
That my fishing pal is what friends are for, making friends feel better.:D
Well this Tuesday we had hamburgers and corn on the cob and green beans. Last tuesday It was steaks and homemade fries. I think. My wife teaches a cheerleading class on tuesdays and me and my son are usually left ot fend for ourselves. Alot of times that means pizza. Last couple of weeks I have been cooking though. I cook alot by the way.:)
I want to say first off I am glad to hear you are heading to college. That aint always easy now days. I got moved around alot when I was a kid. I never really got used to it. One thing that would always help was if I could find something as soon as I got there to dive into emerse myself in drawing or painting or studying whatever. I would just focus on that one thing so much I didnt have time to feel anxious about not being at home. I am sure you will work it out in your own manner though, I have faith in ya.:D
Nothing to be embarassed about, you deserve all the praise and more. All you soldiers over seas deserve this whole countries thanks and support! You sure have mine!:thumbsup:
I agree I like that so many people have returned in recent days. Has really got this place hoping! I love the fact that some have come back just in time for the anniversary!
Good night! Get ya some sleep Cecilia
EDIT: The pic is of my brother and my son this easter. The Little guy with the easter basket is my brothers step son.
EDIT: I off to bed Goodnight CoffeeHouse!
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HUNTER44!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *HUG!**** We missed you, and are VERY happy you're doing well... Thank you so much for coming back in here and letting us know how you're doing!!
And I am proud to present the 5500th post to CasualChaosRules!! Congratulations my man! !
I would have to say that I agree with Alacar.. I think its quite an accomplishment in and of itself that the CoffeeHouse has been around for two freakin' years! - to quote him
I admit, I was feeling a little at fault myself, because I'm the owner/hostess/co-founder of the CoffeeHouse and I was wondering for a split second whether it was because of Arguas' absence (the other co-founder) that perhaps some people didn't feel as comfortable here... I just overall felt bad for making anyone feel displaced, because I hate to make anyone feel that way especially here, and for a bit felt like maybe it was MY fault, because after all, isn't it my duty/job as the owner, to keep this place running....
So, the moral of this? Don't worry, Psi, or anyone else for that matter... We all tremendously enjoy having you, each and every one of you, here, and would miss you terribly if you were gone.
I was feeling just a little down until I read Alacar's and Hippy's, and Snoop's posts, about how they feel about this place... I can't express to all of you how much this place has meant to me in the past two years... Its such a meaning-filled place, that has reflected so much of who we are over the past two years, and I have grown and shared a lot with all of you throughout my time here and am incredibly thankful to you for sharing that with me.
On that note, today (as requested by Umgenni, here's the reminder:p) is the day that my Introduce Yourself (IYS) thread went up, after I joined this site, as a 5 month anniversary gift to Arguas2617, my boyfriend at the time (also the co-founder of this place) , two years ago today. Today, two years ago, I joined the ranks of MTGSalvation, to eventually (a mere four days later) create this monstrously lovable entity that came to be known as The Magic CoffeeHouse.. or as many lovingly call it, The CoffeeHouse, or CoffeeHouse, or C'House, or 'House.
It has been my sincere honor to have been a part of your lives, in however small any way I have and could have been for the past two years that I have been a member of MTGSalvation.
Magic Coffeehouse!
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@Hippy: That sounds like a very nice simple dinner, the best kind. Your son is older than I thought. Looks closer to my age than anything else.
In animation class agian, slacking as usual. I AM a 4th quarter seinor after all.
EDIT: Well, we will be starting the IRC Chat today IF Faerie Lord ever tells us where to find it
Daaaaamn.. I can't believe I've been here two whole years!
Magic Coffeehouse!
Come in, sit down, relax, get to know somebody!
Open Three and a Half Years as of October 19, 2009!
Banner by PurpleD and avatar/custom by Tanthalas
edit: everyone get online NOW!
edit2: Oh i forgot, IRC server is irc.globalgamers.net ....