Thank you Alacar sweety. I really appreciate you. And happy pre-birthday. Were you here I might have a special present for you.
Here are a set of wigs I just ordered. They are so sexy :-P
Ooooooooh, very nice ^ >~
Thanks for your support everyone, Its really helped...
*sigh* i have no idea what I'm going to do...
I brought up the prospect of starting anti-androgens with my father and he was like
"do you realize what you're saying? you want to change your body and mind and everything because you don't like it? It'll change how you think... you'll loose who you are" and i was just, like, i dunno, sulking pretty much...
I just have no idea where to go from here
Edit: again, I'm sorry everyone for being so self-concerned right now and so depressing, I don't mean to bring anyone down
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"The oldest and strongest emotion of mankind is fear, and the oldest and strongest kind of fear is fear of the unknown" ~ H. P. Lovecraft
What you need to do Lilly is find a therapist. Your parents cannot object to that, and a therapist will help you and get you on the right track. Help you get your HRT for instance. Your parents will agree simply because they will think it will snap you out of what they imagin e is a delusion.
I apologize for not posting much on this TS issue that's come up as of late but I don't really find myself in any position to give any advice on this as I've never even known a single Trans person. I hope this doesn't offend anyone. Besides - the advice that's already out there looks pretty good indeed, if you ask me.
I do have to say those wigs do indeed look really freakin' good. Hi-qual!
@Alacar: Is it possible you could send the Tnisk patch you used to create the scans too sometime? All I got was the patch file.
Blah im 20th place out of 57 players right now in the legacy tournament with one more round to go. Ill do a legacy report after im done with the tournament if any of you are interested in here. Well i just got back from work im going to go for awhile. See you all soon and ill be on aol and msn if anyone wants to talk to me. *hugs and blows kisses* Have a great weekend everyone!
@lilly: yes of course and if you ever want to talk ill be on aol messenger. See you later lilly and best wishes to you always.
I wouldn't call it 'rusty' as it is 'unlucky'. He'da won that one match vs Angel Stompy if he had a plains in his hand.
Thanks for the wellwishes on the birthday. I want to get a laptop. Or Exalted Angels.
Yeah i probably wouldve won the angel stompy match or at least a much better shot at it if i drew a plains in the first game then it wouldve set him back a couple of turns to use the cataclysm and then i probably couldve ripped it from his hand with via duress or hymn to tourach. Oh well though. Although i know i shouldve fetched a scrubland instead of a bayou when i layed down a windswept so it probably is just being rusty and being unlucky as well which happens to even the best players.
One or two losses is unlucky...20th place is Rusty. It is better to be rusty than unlucky...you can fix rusty.
Kevin is a good player, and fast learner. If he wants to get better he can.
Blaming all of your losses on luck doesn't help you get stronger.
While I agree that Kevin has every chance to improve himself, you can't deny that getting hosed for plains in a GWB deck is a bit of bad luck. He'd be 4-1 and almost guaranteed a spot in the top 8 if he wins next round if he hadn't been.
I'd have responded to what went on (rest assured, I did read through it), but Alacar already said quite summarily what I was going to say, so I'll leave it at that. Best wishes Lilly, Sakura, and everybody else that needs it.
In an hour or so, I quite unexpectedly am off to see TMNT, the movie. Regardless whether it is good or not, I expect to enjoy it. How could I not? I'm a child of the 80's. I'll let you all know how it was when I get back.
Oh, and I did see where you were looking for a game Fox, so if you're still on, I have time before I leave. That goes for anybody else too - if you want to play a PCL or Casual or whatever, just PM me.
I have 3 Angels I believe Alacar and Generally only use two, I am going to check your list now. You may need to sweet talk me or something, they are smexy :-P (got two in repacks off ebay)
Ugh, ever had so many projects you couldn't decide what to work on? I can't decide if I should work on my star wars fanfiction, my [] short story :sneaky:, or that article I mentioned. I should also probably work on creating more of the world for my campaign I'm DMing.
EDIT: Alacar gets 2 cookies :cookie::cookie: for post 4000 :o.
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I'll bet you wish you had a non-unglued/unhinged card that shared your first name.
@Al
And hey, congrats, my man, from the 3000 post cookie owner to the 4000 post cookie owner. That's one big cookie! Maybe Omna will send you whatever it was she was gonna send me, when she gets to feeling better.
I think tomorrow I may sleep... a lot. I've been needing it the past few days, and going to see this movie is going to put me out 'till around midnight at least. I haven't slept 'till noon in a good while, so that sounds like a plan.
OMG Alacar you are an evil evil man!!! 4x Foil Necro?!?! :swoon:
Cool. I love smexy.
Oh I know, they's is so smexy. I also have 2 Ice Age Necros. One of my favorite cards in the game. And that list is just the tip of the iceberg, even though it's (some of) the cream of the crop. My best cards aren't on there, 'cause I wanna keep em, but I can list more.
I also like smexy; I used to use it more when Fox used it a lot on the House, but now it's kinda dropped off my vocabulary.
Well I do want them badly for my own 'Casualbrew' deck, which uses Stronghold Overseer instead of the angels. Not so smexy.
I have 72 pages in my binder, 53 of which are being used for rares I can trade. Some are more tradeable than others. That amounts to 950+ rares, foils, and noteworthy 'hot cards' that are up for trade. Only a small core nugget is almost untradable.
They should make a Exalted Cecilia that would kick butt. lol By the way here is an appetizer UW aggro-control deck before i post Sakura's UW fish list either later tonight or tommorrow.
@Stongbad: I know what you mean. Because you've been wrong before, you're thinking it could just be a crush, but you can't ignore that feeling - is it something that keeps coming back to her, no matter how many 'fancies' you have in-between? I say tell her. If you're such good friends, it shouldn't do any harm.
Yeah, it is. Like I said, I have pretty much liked her nonstop for over 2 years now, so yeah, I don't know what it means, but I don't think it is just a little "crush".
Oh, and by the way, there was a point about a year and a half ago when she liked me also, and we were almost a couple, but I was an idiot and I never asked her out, and she stopped liking me and ditched me for someone else, although I think she feels horrible about it now. But that is why I have hope, is because I know she has liked me before, so it is not out of the question that she could like me again.
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Strongbad, honestly I think you've done the best you can in this situation. When she outright asked you how you felt about her, it really sounded like she was rolling out the red carpet. But when she responded that she can't accomodate your feelings, that tells me she has been sensing something from you that made her uncomfortable.
I think it comes down to what's most important to you: maintaining the friendship or taking a shot at love. Because rarely can the two go hand in hand. More often than not, girls place a high value on the pursuit aspect of getting a boyfriend. They like to play the game of making a guy notice them and being noticed. They want to pursue and be pursued; they like a little mystery and even danger (or perception of danger, hence the "badboy" attraction). Etc., etc. And that's the problem with being her friend; you're the guy she already has not the guy she wants. If you want her to see you as the guy she wants, you're going to have to risk not being her friend.
I really don't think there is anything that could ruin our friendship. And I don't think she has felt "uncomfortable" about me either. Maybe I'm just crazy, but seriously, before this, it felt like she was flirting with me more than I was flirting with her. And she said it was not obvious at all that I liked her. I think if I want her to see me as the guy she wants, she is going to have to break up with her boyfriend first, then I'll see what I can do.
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@SB : Well, her knowing how you feel and accepting and appreciating it is a step in the right direction. The fact she just realized how good of a friend you are is really important...and could make all the difference. You are probably on her mind now morso than before. Just continue to be as awesome as you always are.
Yep, that's prett much my plan lol. But seriously, thank you for the support. And the same goes for all of you. I know I don't usually ask for advice with life troubles, but I really appreciate it when I do need help.
Anyway, today went okay, except I am really sick, but just with a cold, so it should go away soon (hopefully). Nothing too crazy happened with the girl, although for like the past week, she has been paying way more attention to me, and it feels like we have become way better friends, just in the past few days.
And to everyone else who is having troubles in their lives that are probably way worse than my stupid teenage romance drama, I wish you well. My problems are probably nothing compared to a lot of the things that you guys are going through. In fact, mine is barely a problem at all. I would say that overall my life has improved in the past week. The recent talk with the girl just kind of made me think about me and her more, but really, I would say I am doing way better with her than before.
Oh, and sorry if I will be talking about her in every post I make for a while. She is kind of the center of my life as of yesterday. And if I'm lucky, she will become more part of my life later.
And just to put it down for brainstorming, these are possible FCC card names that I have so far:
Oh, and sorry if I will be talking about her in every post I make for a while. She is kind of the center of my life as of yesterday. And if I'm lucky, she will become more part of my life later.
Hoping for that too myself. Have a good time trying (I'd say good luck but I wanna say something different than that this time...)
Oh and FYI, Forget itself is already the name of a card so I dunno if Forgive//Forget is usable - I was gonna use that myself but I'm avoiding that.
My ideas for this round (which I got to by pure luck of a tie...) thus far:
Plot: 5/10 - Talk about a cheeseball-trying-too-hard-to-be-epic plot. It involves the stars aligning only every 3000 years, an ancient general, and a portal to another world. So, in other words, typical fare for what TMNT has become these days. I've grown to accept this would be the kind of plot to expect, so I didn't mind it so much. I normally would give it 4/10, but there was actual drama between the turtles, and a subplot that was actually slightly better than the main plot, so it gains a point.
Action/Effects - 10/10. Awesome visual effects, awesome fighting, and beautiful transitions from cheeseball comedy to "ok, now let's kick some a**". The fighting is what makes the Ninja Turtles good in the first place, and there's plenty to go around, including one particularly good fight between two of the turtles themselves. Plus, April O'Neil becomes a ninja. Like, straight up "the bride" from Kill Bill, butt-kicking ninja. Pretty nifty.
I don't like the accents they used on some characters in the movie (Splinter sounded a bit different than I'm used to, and the new head of the foot ninja sounded "stereotyped" Japanese). The narrator in the beginning, well, flat out sucked. Those are minor qualms though. The movie is true to the Ninja Turtles formula, which is cheeseball comedy interspersed with butt-kicking action, as it should be. Plus, Splinter spoke in Japanese a couple of times in the movie! Without subtitles! And I understood it! The movie wins 10 extra bonus points just for making me feel special like that.
So, overall, I liked it a lot. If felt very true to the Ninja Turtles style, as a good turtles movie should. The cheesiness on some of the jokes was a bit forced, and you pretty much suffer blunt force trauma due to how hard they beat the plot into your head in some scenes, but the beautiful action/fighting scenes more than made up for it. A good watch if you're a Turtles fan.
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Ooooooooh, very nice ^ >~
Thanks for your support everyone, Its really helped...
*sigh* i have no idea what I'm going to do...
I brought up the prospect of starting anti-androgens with my father and he was like
"do you realize what you're saying? you want to change your body and mind and everything because you don't like it? It'll change how you think... you'll loose who you are" and i was just, like, i dunno, sulking pretty much...
I just have no idea where to go from here
Edit: again, I'm sorry everyone for being so self-concerned right now and so depressing, I don't mean to bring anyone down
Babe if my girlfriend had hair like that....it'd be really awesome. Those are gorgeous wigs.
I do have to say those wigs do indeed look really freakin' good. Hi-qual!
@Alacar: Is it possible you could send the Tnisk patch you used to create the scans too sometime? All I got was the patch file.
You would be surprised, you might know some trans people and not realize it.
@lilly: yes of course and if you ever want to talk ill be on aol messenger. See you later lilly and best wishes to you always.
Love,
Cecilia
Definately would love to see a report on the tournie though.
Just noticed you switched back to the first avatar i animated for you :-P
Thanks for the wellwishes on the birthday. I want to get a laptop. Or Exalted Angels.
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Kevin is a good player, and fast learner. If he wants to get better he can.
Blaming all of your losses on luck doesn't help you get stronger.
Yeah i probably wouldve won the angel stompy match or at least a much better shot at it if i drew a plains in the first game then it wouldve set him back a couple of turns to use the cataclysm and then i probably couldve ripped it from his hand with via duress or hymn to tourach. Oh well though. Although i know i shouldve fetched a scrubland instead of a bayou when i layed down a windswept so it probably is just being rusty and being unlucky as well which happens to even the best players.
Love,
Cecilia
Anyone here got Exalted Angels for trade?
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I'd have responded to what went on (rest assured, I did read through it), but Alacar already said quite summarily what I was going to say, so I'll leave it at that. Best wishes Lilly, Sakura, and everybody else that needs it.
In an hour or so, I quite unexpectedly am off to see TMNT, the movie. Regardless whether it is good or not, I expect to enjoy it. How could I not? I'm a child of the 80's. I'll let you all know how it was when I get back.
Oh, and I did see where you were looking for a game Fox, so if you're still on, I have time before I leave. That goes for anybody else too - if you want to play a PCL or Casual or whatever, just PM me.
Hey Stuffy
* ShinSakura hugs
TMNT looks awesome
That, and Kevin told me he could trade me 1. That'd be great!
Hey Mr. Stuff. Looks like I'll be going off unexpectedly to see TMNT with my sister, my nephew, and my brother-in-law later tonight. Whee!
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EDIT: Alacar gets 2 cookies :cookie::cookie: for post 4000 :o.
Cool. I love smexy.
And hey, congrats, my man, from the 3000 post cookie owner to the 4000 post cookie owner. That's one big cookie! Maybe Omna will send you whatever it was she was gonna send me, when she gets to feeling better.
I think tomorrow I may sleep... a lot. I've been needing it the past few days, and going to see this movie is going to put me out 'till around midnight at least. I haven't slept 'till noon in a good while, so that sounds like a plan.
*waves to Clawn*
I also like smexy; I used to use it more when Fox used it a lot on the House, but now it's kinda dropped off my vocabulary.
Whee! BIG 4000 COOKIE!
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I have 72 pages in my binder, 53 of which are being used for rares I can trade. Some are more tradeable than others. That amounts to 950+ rares, foils, and noteworthy 'hot cards' that are up for trade. Only a small core nugget is almost untradable.
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4 Force of will
4 Counterspell
4 brainstorm
4 Silver Knight
3 Solitari Priest
4 Meddling Mage
2 Exalted Angel
3 Serendib Efreet
2 Chrome Mox
2 Sword of fire and ice
4 ancient tomb
4 flooded strand
4 Tundra
1 Polluted Delta
1 Windswept Heath
4 Island
4 Plains
2 Umezawa's jitte
2 Disenchant
3 Jotun Grunt
3 Stifle
1 Exalted Angel
2 Engineered Explosives
2 Arcane Laboratory
Yeah, it is. Like I said, I have pretty much liked her nonstop for over 2 years now, so yeah, I don't know what it means, but I don't think it is just a little "crush".
Oh, and by the way, there was a point about a year and a half ago when she liked me also, and we were almost a couple, but I was an idiot and I never asked her out, and she stopped liking me and ditched me for someone else, although I think she feels horrible about it now. But that is why I have hope, is because I know she has liked me before, so it is not out of the question that she could like me again.
I really don't think there is anything that could ruin our friendship. And I don't think she has felt "uncomfortable" about me either. Maybe I'm just crazy, but seriously, before this, it felt like she was flirting with me more than I was flirting with her. And she said it was not obvious at all that I liked her. I think if I want her to see me as the guy she wants, she is going to have to break up with her boyfriend first, then I'll see what I can do.
Yep, that's prett much my plan lol. But seriously, thank you for the support. And the same goes for all of you. I know I don't usually ask for advice with life troubles, but I really appreciate it when I do need help.
Anyway, today went okay, except I am really sick, but just with a cold, so it should go away soon (hopefully). Nothing too crazy happened with the girl, although for like the past week, she has been paying way more attention to me, and it feels like we have become way better friends, just in the past few days.
And to everyone else who is having troubles in their lives that are probably way worse than my stupid teenage romance drama, I wish you well. My problems are probably nothing compared to a lot of the things that you guys are going through. In fact, mine is barely a problem at all. I would say that overall my life has improved in the past week. The recent talk with the girl just kind of made me think about me and her more, but really, I would say I am doing way better with her than before.
Oh, and sorry if I will be talking about her in every post I make for a while. She is kind of the center of my life as of yesterday. And if I'm lucky, she will become more part of my life later.
And just to put it down for brainstorming, these are possible FCC card names that I have so far:
Shake//Bake
Search//Rescue
Forgive//Forget
EDIT: Wow, that was a long post...
Magic Coffeehouse pwns.
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If you like sports or sports betting and you want a chance to win free money, you will love it.
Hoping for that too myself. Have a good time trying (I'd say good luck but I wanna say something different than that this time...)
Oh and FYI, Forget itself is already the name of a card so I dunno if Forgive//Forget is usable - I was gonna use that myself but I'm avoiding that.
My ideas for this round (which I got to by pure luck of a tie...) thus far:
Prose//Cons
Bumps//Bruises
Wait//Attend
Truth//Consequences
Still trying to think of others... I think Prose//Cons is my favorite thus far for the pure twist.
Quick writeup on TMNT:
4/5 stars for me.
Plot: 5/10 - Talk about a cheeseball-trying-too-hard-to-be-epic plot. It involves the stars aligning only every 3000 years, an ancient general, and a portal to another world. So, in other words, typical fare for what TMNT has become these days. I've grown to accept this would be the kind of plot to expect, so I didn't mind it so much. I normally would give it 4/10, but there was actual drama between the turtles, and a subplot that was actually slightly better than the main plot, so it gains a point.
Action/Effects - 10/10. Awesome visual effects, awesome fighting, and beautiful transitions from cheeseball comedy to "ok, now let's kick some a**". The fighting is what makes the Ninja Turtles good in the first place, and there's plenty to go around, including one particularly good fight between two of the turtles themselves. Plus, April O'Neil becomes a ninja. Like, straight up "the bride" from Kill Bill, butt-kicking ninja. Pretty nifty.
I don't like the accents they used on some characters in the movie (Splinter sounded a bit different than I'm used to, and the new head of the foot ninja sounded "stereotyped" Japanese). The narrator in the beginning, well, flat out sucked. Those are minor qualms though. The movie is true to the Ninja Turtles formula, which is cheeseball comedy interspersed with butt-kicking action, as it should be. Plus, Splinter spoke in Japanese a couple of times in the movie! Without subtitles! And I understood it! The movie wins 10 extra bonus points just for making me feel special like that.
So, overall, I liked it a lot. If felt very true to the Ninja Turtles style, as a good turtles movie should. The cheesiness on some of the jokes was a bit forced, and you pretty much suffer blunt force trauma due to how hard they beat the plot into your head in some scenes, but the beautiful action/fighting scenes more than made up for it. A good watch if you're a Turtles fan.