Kraj, every time I get on here to check things I know there was something I wanted to say but I keep forgetting. So I remembered. It was about Charmed. I was totally disappointed with this last season. In fact the more I look back on the entire series I wish that they had done a better job. They seem to do a lot of fluff episodes that don't really make sense. They never really learned how to use their powers very well either. And can you tell me what happened to Phoebe's powers? I mean at one point she could levitate and she had empathic powers. Where'd they go?
And why did Billy get both of Pru's powers of Astral Projection and Telekinesis. Did no one make that connection before she hit the screen or was that intentional? I was upset with the direction they took Billy. You could see it happening the entire time and you knew what the "twist" was at the end of the season before it even started. It was too predictable and it really made me mad. I like (sp?) Kaley Cuoco a lot since I ser her on 8 Simple Rules. I really wish her character had stayed true to... well her character's character. She did such a good job and then all of the sudden she gets duped by her sister. She doesn't even stay there with her dead mom and dad which is wholly unbelievable to me. I don't think the person that played her sister did a very good job at all. She wasn't subvertive enough and you really couldn't tell there was any change in emotion between her being a "good" guy and her being herself. Really annoying. Hopefully in 20 years they'll remake this series but cut out all the stupid parts. Hey maybe they'll make it into an Anime. That'd be hot.
speaking of Anime, Cameron, I wanted to tell you that I thought that if they did make Atlas Shrugged into something other than a movie it would make a great Anime. I think the amount of depth she put into it would give a good 3-5 seasons if not more. I mean when I first pictured it as I was reading I didn't think about it, but the more they talked about expressions and the way that people look at each other with inner monologue I kept thinking about it in an Anime respect. I kept thinking about all the metaphors in actual scense played out but the only way they made sense was to be animated. Since I don't trust Americans to do a good cartoon version (since it would be impossible to conform this book to modern cartoon standards) it'd have to be an anime.
And can you tell me what happened to Phoebe's powers? I mean at one point she could levitate and she had empathic powers. Where'd they go?
They were cut out of the budget. Seriously. It's kind of depressing to find out major plot points revolve around budget cuts. Blech.
But in any case, the short story is toward the end of season 6 the sisters get exposed and the Cleaners come in Darryl takes the fall. To save his life, the sisters seek the help of some sort of higher power tribunal sort of thing. They are successful, but they end up being put on "trial" for abusing their powers. The are found guilty, especially phoebe, who is stripped of her active powers. Not much to the episode, just a vehicle for the budget cut.
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And why did Billy get both of Pru's powers of Astral Projection and Telekinesis.
Well that's not exactly right. I imagine she got TK because a.) it's pwoerful and b.) it requires very little special effects. Billie's projection, though, was different than Prue's astral projection. Prue could create an astral form (which interestingly manifested physically... stupid). Billie could acutally change reality by "projecting" her thoughts. Confusing terminology, yeah.
Other than some enjoyable developments, like Paige & Henry's story (even though it was totally rushed), I mostly hated this season. The finale was excellent, though. Almost perfect.
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Hey Got great news. Me and my mom came to an agreement. I'm getting my room back and I get freedom on going out at night with my car. So I'll be on more often.
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But now do we realize,
We should not change the whole,
But the parts.
Hey Got great news. Me and my mom came to an agreement. I'm getting my room back and I get freedom on going out at night with my car. So I'll be on more often.
Sweet deal man.
In other random news my band played during lunch today and we killed. Granted we only played covers but we killed.
You can either act like a normal straight guy, act like James Beattie (be out and out gay), or do what you are doing now. Which, from what I can see isn't what you wanna be. If you wanna be overly camp, then so be it, but its probably best not to do what you are doing now; Acting as camp as possible when you feel secure, but being really sensitive when you don't.
I guess it must be difficult, but try and feel good about yourself, and people will learn to live with it.
It's hard when you're trying to figure yourself out.
to gerg: You don't have to follow what you "think" is gay if that's what you're doing. Just because modern homosexuality has been overly stereotyped to be campy doesn't mean that you have to endorse that to make yourself feel more comfortable about being gay. If that's not who you are then by all means you don't have to act like that.
to ZeroG and gerg: People really shouldn't be criticized for how they act. So what if someone acts camp sometimes and other times doesn't. Does it really make a difference? If everyone were comfortable all the time then the world would pretty much be a perfect place. I think the issue is very difficult to pin. I mean on the one hand it needs to be dealt with especially since the ball is already rolling. The issue of acceptance I mean. But the problem is that it's high school. In general High School kids are intolerable of what they don't understand. And it's not the homosexuality they don't understand. It's that they don't know which persona represents it. That's the misnomer.
gerg you have to reassert that both of the ways you act, if in fact you act differently at times, which I guess everyone does, are part of who you are. You should be able to feel free to harness all parts of your personality at all times. But don't worry, knowing how to meld all the craziness inside (not derogatory cuz everyone's got some crazy), to become who you really are doesn't happen in high school very often. You and all your mates will be looking for who you are for a long time. It's hard to slough off their opinions because they're all you interact with.
Greg/Kraj: I had written this long response post to yours but the browser froze and it didn't post. Gr. PM me with a plotline for that final episode cuz I can't see how it's good comparing to the rest of the season.
Noid: !!! Welcome back! *tackles* What took you so long? Notice that I DID pick up Atlas Shrugged under your suggestion and am loving it!
T2: Man, if Dagny weren't so chaste I'd call her a s1u!. This book is pretty amazing though. It pretty much captures the way I feel about sex. Though I find myself being changed as I read it. I want to keep the ambition that I'm getting but lose a little of the appearance of heartlessness....So while I read it I've got a Xanth novel on the side that I'm reading. Soon though I'll start the Fountainhead.
T2, it wasn't just the room nor the car, the car was an added bonus. Like I said, the room was the straw that savagely violated a camel, and if that straw was a person I think it'd be illegal in some states. So yeah. I'm back.
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When the finger points to the yonder moon,
The fool will not look at the fingertip.
The Whole cannot be changed.
We've already lost that chance.
Because the time left to us was short.
We were mistaken in our path.
But now do we realize,
We should not change the whole,
But the parts.
T2: Man, if Dagny weren't so chaste I'd call her a s1u!. This book is pretty amazing though. It pretty much captures the way I feel about sex. Though I find myself being changed as I read it. I want to keep the ambition that I'm getting but lose a little of the appearance of heartlessness....So while I read it I've got a Xanth novel on the side that I'm reading. Soon though I'll start the Fountainhead.
I'm glad you enjoy it. It is very sexually charged...violently so.
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T2, it wasn't just the room nor the car, the car was an added bonus. Like I said, the room was the straw that savagely violated a camel, and if that straw was a person I think it'd be illegal in some states. So yeah. I'm back.
If that's true, then why do the room and car bring you back home? The other issues must not be bad.
I got to spend the day at Hershey Park today for physics, it was a good time But now I'm realizing I still have three weeks of school left and I feel like I should probably have tomorrow Oh well.
Because my room and car help me escape from the issues, kinda like Tom Cruise in MI:4 Stop the Nipplizer. O_o So yeah... *Creates a cushion atop of T2's head to spread wealth, good cheer, and panda nipples to all, since Santa's a lazy fatass...*
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The Whole cannot be changed.
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Because the time left to us was short.
We were mistaken in our path.
But now do we realize,
We should not change the whole,
But the parts.
Update:
I talked to one of my friends about my crush and she helped me out, so now we are all hanging out on Saturday
She's super cool and I can't get over how cute she is too ^^;
I'm not really looking forward to the conversation I'm going to inevitably have with my mom...
"Yeah... I'm going to go hang out with my friend..."
"How old is she?"
"Um... *cough*19*cough*"
"God dammit. Not again."
To clarify things, she wasn't really the biggest fan of my old girlfriend being 4 years older than me I can't imagine she'll feel any differently now...
Ugh, one of my friends is talking to me about her boyfriend and how she's so in love. I think I'll go back to reading my Alphabet of Manliness.
Ugh, I hate it when that happens.
Anyways, I need you guys to settle something for me. My friends (yes, I have more than one ;)) and I were haveing a convo about transgendered people. Please correct me if I'm wrong...
He said that all trangendered people are gay. I told him that, while some are indeed homosexual, some transgendered people just dont fit the stereotype for their sex but can be 100% straight. This is not always true, but am I right in saying that not all transgendered people are gay?
Next, he told me that all gay people are transgendered. Once again, I disagreed and told him that, while sometimes homosexuals ARE transgendered, they aren't always. Someone can do all the things that boys do (play with cars, do sports, etc) but also be attracted to guys.
Am I right on both accounts or did I make a fool outta myself?
Anyways, I need you guys to settle something for me. My friends (yes, I have more than one ;)) and I were haveing a convo about transgendered people. Please correct me if I'm wrong...
He said that all trangendered people are gay. I told him that, while some are indeed homosexual, some transgendered people just dont fit the stereotype for their sex but can be 100% straight. This is not always true, but am I right in saying that not all transgendered people are gay?
Next, he told me that all gay people are transgendered. Once again, I disagreed and told him that, while sometimes homosexuals ARE transgendered, they aren't always. Someone can do all the things that boys do (play with cars, do sports, etc) but also be attracted to guys.
Am I right on both accounts or did I make a fool outta myself?
You're correct. By the way, the term is "transgender" without the -ed.
Transgender people are actually quite rare - much less common than homosexuals.
Now, he oculd have meant that homosexuality were a subtype of the transgender spectrum (or intersexuality in general) - and that's arguable. But when talking about the accepted definition of being transgender, you can easily be gay but not transgender. Most gay people do have a pretty "normal" sense of gender identity.
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All that I yearn for, for richer or poorer, is to be the light that you see. All that I yearn for, for richer or poorer, is to be the peace that you feel. All that I yearn for, for richer or poorer, is to fill your heart on my own.
But the rainbow is an image of hope for many reasons, as it is a brilliant sight coming out of oftimes dismal weather.
Most people, including those in the gay community, add the -ed for grammatical purposes.
Bu that's just it - it isn't very grammatically sound. It's like saying "maled" or "femaled."
Well. Then again, there are some words that add an -ed to make it adjectival. Usually those adjectival forms imply a transitive verb participal ("I was scared") which doesn't fit with "transgendered" since there is no verb involved in either past or present.
However, I think there are a few normal adjectives that use -ed, none of which I seem to be able to think of right now. So you have a point.
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All that I yearn for, for richer or poorer, is to be the light that you see. All that I yearn for, for richer or poorer, is to be the peace that you feel. All that I yearn for, for richer or poorer, is to fill your heart on my own.
But the rainbow is an image of hope for many reasons, as it is a brilliant sight coming out of oftimes dismal weather.
Anyway, tomorrow I'll finally be seeing X-Men 3 (yay!) - I've been waiting for {MikeyG}'s verdict on it, but haven't seen him around recently. [Edit: gah! I really need to look for things with my eyes Found it]
Just watch yourself in that thread, gerg, people gave up on spoiler tags after opening night. I put a warning in the thread title, I just hope no one got too badly spoiled.
As for my verdict, it was every bit as disappointing as I had expected and more. The initial problems with the script caused problems for everything else. I'd hoped that Ratner and the actors could instill some emotional weight into the story, but they didn't, for the most part. Even the action was a disappointment, sadly. I hope you liked it more than I did.
So X3 has gripped the world in its slightly clammy grasp and the question I keep hearing is "Where's Gambit!?"
Well, not in X3, that's for sure. But he might have been. And he might have looked a little something like the newest HGOtW. See, once upon a time, this southern charmer was offered the role of everyone's favorite Cajun badass. But he declined the role out of fear of getting typecast as the charming loner with issues and the character eventually got snipped from the X3 script. He held onto the role that made him a sex symbol: that of the tortured conman Sawyer on ABC's phenom Lost. A role that got him awarded with an honor higher than any other: a spot of People magazine's 50 Most Beautiful People list (2005). Something I can't argue with.
Oh gosh. I've not been in here for so long. But it still gives me a warm feeling in my heart to see my nick still in the guildlist!
BTW X3 breaks my heart. I don't mind them killing off Jean Grey, god knows she's died so many times it's like going to Wal-mart's for her. But the rest?! So so so scandalous. This is what happens when you give a non-gay director free reign. LOL! Reverse discrimination.
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Random thought: Chocolate + Monster [energy drink] = odd taste.
Mikey and I had a fight yesterday...we're alright now, though.
And then there's...Blair. Yeah. Perhaps you remember him? Dated him for two months-ish, back in october/november? Well, he's back.
It started off with him wanting to make out with me in the backseat of his car, when he gets it. [which is very soon, he's roadtesting on june 21st] I said the first bit sarcastically [which I don't think he picked up on]: "As tempting as that sounds, Mikey wouldn't like it."
We continued to talk off and on for a couple days, hang out more in band class, and whatnot. We're seriously talking now, about why exactly we broke up, how much of a ****ing ******* he was to me for months, and all that. He says he feels bad, and he seems pretty sincere about it. But there's part of me that says "You screwed me over once, how do I know you won't do it again?". I want to trust him, and want to be his friend again. But I don't know if I can.
We usually talk when he gets home from work [around 10 at night], and before he signs off, he says something to the effect of "I love ya, always have". He put this in my yearbook yesterday, which I took to mean something like "I love you as a person". But it almost seems like he's IN love with me. And it's weird.
I keep telling him that he could find someone better, 'cause I wouldn't leave Mikey for anything [unless he cheated on me, but that would never happen]....he keeps saying "I don't think so....I think I let her go."
perhaps I'm just reading way too much into this. But either way, it's still weird. Weird, and maybe a bit akward. I will admit, though, I missed talking to him. We talk lots about music, and cars, and suchlike. There's never been anyone else that I could talk about that kinna stuff with for long periods of time.
* Leilani shrugs
I'm going to attempt to write my research paper about interpretations of Hamlet now. Key word: attempt.
One day of high school left.
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Oh an Mikey, I know you don't like Brian Friedman, but I don't care
Oh yee of little faith. The name's familiar. He's a dance guy, right? Was big back in the bubblegum pop explosion of the late '90s when Spears and N'Sync were hitting it huge? I couldn't tell you more than that, but I think I remember him from interviews back when MuchMusic wasn't utter ****.
And why did Billy get both of Pru's powers of Astral Projection and Telekinesis. Did no one make that connection before she hit the screen or was that intentional? I was upset with the direction they took Billy. You could see it happening the entire time and you knew what the "twist" was at the end of the season before it even started. It was too predictable and it really made me mad. I like (sp?) Kaley Cuoco a lot since I ser her on 8 Simple Rules. I really wish her character had stayed true to... well her character's character. She did such a good job and then all of the sudden she gets duped by her sister. She doesn't even stay there with her dead mom and dad which is wholly unbelievable to me. I don't think the person that played her sister did a very good job at all. She wasn't subvertive enough and you really couldn't tell there was any change in emotion between her being a "good" guy and her being herself. Really annoying. Hopefully in 20 years they'll remake this series but cut out all the stupid parts. Hey maybe they'll make it into an Anime. That'd be hot.
speaking of Anime, Cameron, I wanted to tell you that I thought that if they did make Atlas Shrugged into something other than a movie it would make a great Anime. I think the amount of depth she put into it would give a good 3-5 seasons if not more. I mean when I first pictured it as I was reading I didn't think about it, but the more they talked about expressions and the way that people look at each other with inner monologue I kept thinking about it in an Anime respect. I kept thinking about all the metaphors in actual scense played out but the only way they made sense was to be animated. Since I don't trust Americans to do a good cartoon version (since it would be impossible to conform this book to modern cartoon standards) it'd have to be an anime.
They were cut out of the budget. Seriously. It's kind of depressing to find out major plot points revolve around budget cuts. Blech.
But in any case, the short story is toward the end of season 6 the sisters get exposed and the Cleaners come in Darryl takes the fall. To save his life, the sisters seek the help of some sort of higher power tribunal sort of thing. They are successful, but they end up being put on "trial" for abusing their powers. The are found guilty, especially phoebe, who is stripped of her active powers. Not much to the episode, just a vehicle for the budget cut.
Well that's not exactly right. I imagine she got TK because a.) it's pwoerful and b.) it requires very little special effects. Billie's projection, though, was different than Prue's astral projection. Prue could create an astral form (which interestingly manifested physically... stupid). Billie could acutally change reality by "projecting" her thoughts. Confusing terminology, yeah.
Other than some enjoyable developments, like Paige & Henry's story (even though it was totally rushed), I mostly hated this season. The finale was excellent, though. Almost perfect.
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She knows why.
When the finger points to the yonder moon,
The fool will not look at the fingertip.
The Whole cannot be changed.
We've already lost that chance.
Because the time left to us was short.
We were mistaken in our path.
But now do we realize,
We should not change the whole,
But the parts.
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Sweet deal man.
In other random news my band played during lunch today and we killed. Granted we only played covers but we killed.
EDIT: Also, 2400 posts, j0.
It's hard when you're trying to figure yourself out.
to gerg: You don't have to follow what you "think" is gay if that's what you're doing. Just because modern homosexuality has been overly stereotyped to be campy doesn't mean that you have to endorse that to make yourself feel more comfortable about being gay. If that's not who you are then by all means you don't have to act like that.
to ZeroG and gerg: People really shouldn't be criticized for how they act. So what if someone acts camp sometimes and other times doesn't. Does it really make a difference? If everyone were comfortable all the time then the world would pretty much be a perfect place. I think the issue is very difficult to pin. I mean on the one hand it needs to be dealt with especially since the ball is already rolling. The issue of acceptance I mean. But the problem is that it's high school. In general High School kids are intolerable of what they don't understand. And it's not the homosexuality they don't understand. It's that they don't know which persona represents it. That's the misnomer.
gerg you have to reassert that both of the ways you act, if in fact you act differently at times, which I guess everyone does, are part of who you are. You should be able to feel free to harness all parts of your personality at all times. But don't worry, knowing how to meld all the craziness inside (not derogatory cuz everyone's got some crazy), to become who you really are doesn't happen in high school very often. You and all your mates will be looking for who you are for a long time. It's hard to slough off their opinions because they're all you interact with.
Greg/Kraj: I had written this long response post to yours but the browser froze and it didn't post. Gr. PM me with a plotline for that final episode cuz I can't see how it's good comparing to the rest of the season.
Noid: !!! Welcome back! *tackles* What took you so long? Notice that I DID pick up Atlas Shrugged under your suggestion and am loving it!
T2: Man, if Dagny weren't so chaste I'd call her a s1u!. This book is pretty amazing though. It pretty much captures the way I feel about sex. Though I find myself being changed as I read it. I want to keep the ambition that I'm getting but lose a little of the appearance of heartlessness....So while I read it I've got a Xanth novel on the side that I'm reading. Soon though I'll start the Fountainhead.
Reading really IS fun!
When the finger points to the yonder moon,
The fool will not look at the fingertip.
The Whole cannot be changed.
We've already lost that chance.
Because the time left to us was short.
We were mistaken in our path.
But now do we realize,
We should not change the whole,
But the parts.
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I'm glad you enjoy it. It is very sexually charged...violently so.
If that's true, then why do the room and car bring you back home? The other issues must not be bad.
When the finger points to the yonder moon,
The fool will not look at the fingertip.
The Whole cannot be changed.
We've already lost that chance.
Because the time left to us was short.
We were mistaken in our path.
But now do we realize,
We should not change the whole,
But the parts.
-Epitaph 01-02
I talked to one of my friends about my crush and she helped me out, so now we are all hanging out on Saturday
She's super cool and I can't get over how cute she is too ^^;
I'm not really looking forward to the conversation I'm going to inevitably have with my mom...
"Yeah... I'm going to go hang out with my friend..."
"How old is she?"
"Um... *cough*19*cough*"
"God dammit. Not again."
To clarify things, she wasn't really the biggest fan of my old girlfriend being 4 years older than me I can't imagine she'll feel any differently now...
Current New Favorite Person™: Mallory Archer
She knows why.
Ugh, I hate it when that happens.
Anyways, I need you guys to settle something for me. My friends (yes, I have more than one ;)) and I were haveing a convo about transgendered people. Please correct me if I'm wrong...
He said that all trangendered people are gay. I told him that, while some are indeed homosexual, some transgendered people just dont fit the stereotype for their sex but can be 100% straight. This is not always true, but am I right in saying that not all transgendered people are gay?
Next, he told me that all gay people are transgendered. Once again, I disagreed and told him that, while sometimes homosexuals ARE transgendered, they aren't always. Someone can do all the things that boys do (play with cars, do sports, etc) but also be attracted to guys.
Am I right on both accounts or did I make a fool outta myself?
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You're correct. By the way, the term is "transgender" without the -ed.
Transgender people are actually quite rare - much less common than homosexuals.
Now, he oculd have meant that homosexuality were a subtype of the transgender spectrum (or intersexuality in general) - and that's arguable. But when talking about the accepted definition of being transgender, you can easily be gay but not transgender. Most gay people do have a pretty "normal" sense of gender identity.
All that I yearn for, for richer or poorer, is to be the peace that you feel.
All that I yearn for, for richer or poorer, is to fill your heart on my own.
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Most people, including those in the gay community, add the -ed for grammatical purposes.
Bu that's just it - it isn't very grammatically sound. It's like saying "maled" or "femaled."
Well. Then again, there are some words that add an -ed to make it adjectival. Usually those adjectival forms imply a transitive verb participal ("I was scared") which doesn't fit with "transgendered" since there is no verb involved in either past or present.
However, I think there are a few normal adjectives that use -ed, none of which I seem to be able to think of right now. So you have a point.
All that I yearn for, for richer or poorer, is to be the peace that you feel.
All that I yearn for, for richer or poorer, is to fill your heart on my own.
Gaymers | Magic Coffeehouse | Little Jar of Mamelon | Natural 20
Just watch yourself in that thread, gerg, people gave up on spoiler tags after opening night. I put a warning in the thread title, I just hope no one got too badly spoiled.
As for my verdict, it was every bit as disappointing as I had expected and more. The initial problems with the script caused problems for everything else. I'd hoped that Ratner and the actors could instill some emotional weight into the story, but they didn't, for the most part. Even the action was a disappointment, sadly. I hope you liked it more than I did.
X-themed HGOtW later today, yo.
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Fracture: Israfiel (WBR), Wujal (URG), Valedon (GUB), Amduat (BGW), Paladris (RWU)
Collision (Set Two of the Fracture Block)
Quest for the Forsaken (Set Two of the Excellion Block)
Katingal: Plane of Chains
Well, not in X3, that's for sure. But he might have been. And he might have looked a little something like the newest HGOtW. See, once upon a time, this southern charmer was offered the role of everyone's favorite Cajun badass. But he declined the role out of fear of getting typecast as the charming loner with issues and the character eventually got snipped from the X3 script. He held onto the role that made him a sex symbol: that of the tortured conman Sawyer on ABC's phenom Lost. A role that got him awarded with an honor higher than any other: a spot of People magazine's 50 Most Beautiful People list (2005). Something I can't argue with.
Please join me in oogling ..... Josh Holloway.
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Excellion
Fracture: Israfiel (WBR), Wujal (URG), Valedon (GUB), Amduat (BGW), Paladris (RWU)
Collision (Set Two of the Fracture Block)
Quest for the Forsaken (Set Two of the Excellion Block)
Katingal: Plane of Chains
BTW X3 breaks my heart. I don't mind them killing off Jean Grey, god knows she's died so many times it's like going to Wal-mart's for her. But the rest?! So so so scandalous. This is what happens when you give a non-gay director free reign. LOL! Reverse discrimination.
Mom and I think Sawyer is hot.
Random thought: Chocolate + Monster [energy drink] = odd taste.
Mikey and I had a fight yesterday...we're alright now, though.
And then there's...Blair. Yeah. Perhaps you remember him? Dated him for two months-ish, back in october/november? Well, he's back.
It started off with him wanting to make out with me in the backseat of his car, when he gets it. [which is very soon, he's roadtesting on june 21st] I said the first bit sarcastically [which I don't think he picked up on]: "As tempting as that sounds, Mikey wouldn't like it."
We continued to talk off and on for a couple days, hang out more in band class, and whatnot. We're seriously talking now, about why exactly we broke up, how much of a ****ing ******* he was to me for months, and all that. He says he feels bad, and he seems pretty sincere about it. But there's part of me that says "You screwed me over once, how do I know you won't do it again?". I want to trust him, and want to be his friend again. But I don't know if I can.
We usually talk when he gets home from work [around 10 at night], and before he signs off, he says something to the effect of "I love ya, always have". He put this in my yearbook yesterday, which I took to mean something like "I love you as a person". But it almost seems like he's IN love with me. And it's weird.
I keep telling him that he could find someone better, 'cause I wouldn't leave Mikey for anything [unless he cheated on me, but that would never happen]....he keeps saying "I don't think so....I think I let her go."
perhaps I'm just reading way too much into this. But either way, it's still weird. Weird, and maybe a bit akward. I will admit, though, I missed talking to him. We talk lots about music, and cars, and suchlike. There's never been anyone else that I could talk about that kinna stuff with for long periods of time.
* Leilani shrugs
I'm going to attempt to write my research paper about interpretations of Hamlet now. Key word: attempt.
One day of high school left.
I know it seems that I don't care,
but something in me does I swear.
[gaymers]
founder of the MTGS Forum Pirates
'tar/banner by R&Doom.
Noid: I really can't think of ANYTHING to help you
psh. Evil in whose eyes?
Oh an Mikey, I know you don't like Brian Friedman, but I don't care
Oh yee of little faith. The name's familiar. He's a dance guy, right? Was big back in the bubblegum pop explosion of the late '90s when Spears and N'Sync were hitting it huge? I couldn't tell you more than that, but I think I remember him from interviews back when MuchMusic wasn't utter ****.
Archatmos
Excellion
Fracture: Israfiel (WBR), Wujal (URG), Valedon (GUB), Amduat (BGW), Paladris (RWU)
Collision (Set Two of the Fracture Block)
Quest for the Forsaken (Set Two of the Excellion Block)
Katingal: Plane of Chains