you too, eh? hope things get better for you...my life has at least stabilized a little bit since i started my meds, but not in time for me to pull myself together and do well second semester. though i have to say, you've got balls to admit that...i didn't really tell anyone about my depression until things got really bad and i became suicidal for a while. and even then, i just talked things over with some close friends of mine who managed to keep me from hurting myself until some of them dragged me in to see a doctor...
I was using medication for a while (First Paxil, then Prozac, then later Depakote and Risperdal, then lastly Klonopin and Welbutrin) and none of it really helped. I don't take anything now; medication always either had little effect, or made me sort of manic. Therapy did help me, though (I'm not in it anymore). Depression tends to be mostly emotional for me, though it is partially physical, like with most people. I guess I've sort of accepted I'm always going to be pretty depressive and have episodes of depression. I'm glad mania or hypomania really isn't much of a problem for me.
In fact, I've been very depressed in general lately. Trouble sleeping, leaden fatigue, low appetite, anhedonia . . . my depression tends to be atypical, though.
I've never had much a problem with suicidal impulses. Suicidal thoughts, of course, that's different, I still have those every now and then, but they never becomes urges.
Glad you're doing well, Aggro Zombies.
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EDIT: on the subject of lesbianism, there's a bunch of 'em here [at my school]. too bad they don't like being videotaped
Wow, don't you think that's kind of mean to say?
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A girl at my school is lesbian. She slapped me once 'cause I offended her somehow......
I know very few girls who are lesbian, which is odd because there are lot of lesbians in our town. I think it'd be good exposure to have a lesbian friend.
I also wish I had a least one or two "trans" friends, but what are you going to do? I've yet to meet someone who's FtM, which is kind of unfortunate in my eyes.
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I'm just glad I don't get mixed up in those relationship affairs.
Hmm, I'm not sure what you mean by this.
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All that I yearn for, for richer or poorer, is to be the light that you see. All that I yearn for, for richer or poorer, is to be the peace that you feel. All that I yearn for, for richer or poorer, is to fill your heart on my own.
But the rainbow is an image of hope for many reasons, as it is a brilliant sight coming out of oftimes dismal weather.
my school holds functions and dinners for parents and friends of gay/lesbian/transgender groups all the time. i normally work for these events (and most events at my school) and all the gays/lesbians/transgender people i've met there were really nice and fun to talk to. they just want to fit in and be accepted like anyone else. i'll admit there are a few jerks in that crowd, but that's life.
2 of my best friends at school here are gay and lesbian. they are real fun to hang out with and they joke around with the fact thay they are homosexual. they are an easygoing bunch.
my school holds functions and dinners for parents and friends of gay/lesbian/transgender groups all the time. i normally work for these events (and most events at my school) and all the gays/lesbians/transgender people i've met there were really nice and fun to talk to. they just want to fit in and be accepted like anyone else. i'll admit there are a few jerks in that crowd, but that's life.
2 of my best friends at school here are gay and lesbian. they are real fun to hang out with and they joke around with the fact thay they are homosexual. they are an easygoing bunch.
I'm glad there are schools like that.
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All that I yearn for, for richer or poorer, is to be the light that you see. All that I yearn for, for richer or poorer, is to be the peace that you feel. All that I yearn for, for richer or poorer, is to fill your heart on my own.
But the rainbow is an image of hope for many reasons, as it is a brilliant sight coming out of oftimes dismal weather.
there seems to be quite a large percentage of sexually diverse people in the culinary industry. i consider myself a sexually diverse person myself, but i won't go into that just yet.
What I mean is that if a couple are having a major fight and it's not something that I can do any good by getting into, I just don't get involved. It's like "What business of mine is it to get into their personal affairs?", ya know?
Good news! I finally found suitable art for that last card I wanted to preview. As usual most will be rares and there's always a few suprises I'm not showin' but I hope I'm doin this right. While these cards may not be the center of the setting they're definitely some good to look at.
Sorry to all you dial-up users out there! Oh and if anyone knows how to make a set symbol for MSE2, may I request you make a hollow triangle with a sphere in the center of it? I'd much appreciate it... I dunno how to make those things at all.
Crimson Avatar, those are very cool cards. I love what you've done with Silence. Also, the art you've selected is beautiful.
*waves at A Banana*
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But the rainbow is an image of hope for many reasons, as it is a brilliant sight coming out of oftimes dismal weather.
I know it's off topic, but man, has this weekend ever been a disappointment.
Kind of like life in general.
Oh, well. At least I may end up with a new job sometime in these next two weeks. Yippy.
Goodnight, all.
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But the rainbow is an image of hope for many reasons, as it is a brilliant sight coming out of oftimes dismal weather.
crimson, when't your set gonna be released? i'd like to see it
I'm working on it little by little when I can. I don't really have a time table and rushing something like this would be bad. But I do hope to get a good 60-70 cards done tommorow because I've been busy. I don't think I'm gonna get that kinda result tho everyday. So if you want a good estimate - end of July.
Edit - Sorry for the bummer weekend mamelon. Anyway I have to get to sleep. Goodnight everyone!
I know it's off topic, but man, has this weekend ever been a disappointment.
Kind of like life in general.
Oh, well. At least I may end up with a new job sometime in these next two weeks. Yippy.
Goodnight, all.
geez... way to end the night on a happy note.
j/k
i hope you get your spring back in your step. GL with the job deelie.
Sorry. I've just been very, very emotional these past two or three weeks, for some reason, and am having a hard time dealing with it. At first I thought it might just be hormones, but that can't be it because it's just not getting any better. Besides, hormones don't interfere with my ability to feel pleasure, usually.
*sigh* I guess I'm getting depressed again. Which makes me feel bad because I've been doing so well at staying pretty euthymic (i.e. normal, not depressed or manic) since spring started.
Anyway, goodnight once again.
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But the rainbow is an image of hope for many reasons, as it is a brilliant sight coming out of oftimes dismal weather.
on another note, what do you have against Lesbos, Photon? Four of my mom's close friends are lesbian, and they seem just fine.
Why would you think I have anything against them? I just implied they are very powerful, that's all.
And for the record, I really don't think they appreciate being called lesbos. None of the lesbians I've known have cared for it, anyway. That, and jokes by straight guys about being able to watch them do... you know.
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Girl on girl ****ing **** **** **** with a **** and **** with big heaving ***s and ropes and chains and *****s and **** and it's bigger than a horse. That's what.
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Hello coffee house. *happily sips regular espresso while humming*
Why am I in such a happy mood, you ask? Oh...you didn't ask...well, I'll tell you anyway. This is probably the most symbolic post in my whole life and time on this site. And I want to thank the coffee house for helping me to achieve this many posts. That being said, this is post 1337!!!!!
Hey, Alacar- I found my copy of FF: Pray last night- well, to be honest, Josh did. But anyway, if you want it, let me know.
Well. I'm pleased with myself. I just found 41 dollars I didn't know I had. And I'm finally in the mood to play MTG again. I mean, I hadn't lost interest in the game, but for the past two or three weeks, I just haven't felt like playing- especially since the only people I play any more are Mamelon and Josh. And as much as I like MWS, I don't like MWS. I mean, it's great, but I would rather play paper Magic.
I think part of the reason my Augustins and Dovescapes et all have been sitting around, waiting for me to actually build my much anticipated Dovescape deck is because I already got to play it on MWS, and the theoretical version is infinitely better than the version I can build with the cards I have... so yeah.
I tried to build it today, though, and I was all like "OMG WARE R TEMPEL GARDENZ!?!? WTF Y NO BOPS?!?!!11" Then I hung my head in shame.
P.S. I'm just going to say it- Mamelon is in a bad mood, and lately she feels like no one gives a rat's ass if she even bothers posting. So, let's try and cheer her up, alright?
Or freaking else!
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Goodnight all!
I was using medication for a while (First Paxil, then Prozac, then later Depakote and Risperdal, then lastly Klonopin and Welbutrin) and none of it really helped. I don't take anything now; medication always either had little effect, or made me sort of manic. Therapy did help me, though (I'm not in it anymore). Depression tends to be mostly emotional for me, though it is partially physical, like with most people. I guess I've sort of accepted I'm always going to be pretty depressive and have episodes of depression. I'm glad mania or hypomania really isn't much of a problem for me.
In fact, I've been very depressed in general lately. Trouble sleeping, leaden fatigue, low appetite, anhedonia . . . my depression tends to be atypical, though.
I've never had much a problem with suicidal impulses. Suicidal thoughts, of course, that's different, I still have those every now and then, but they never becomes urges.
Glad you're doing well, Aggro Zombies.
Wow, don't you think that's kind of mean to say?
I know very few girls who are lesbian, which is odd because there are lot of lesbians in our town. I think it'd be good exposure to have a lesbian friend.
I also wish I had a least one or two "trans" friends, but what are you going to do? I've yet to meet someone who's FtM, which is kind of unfortunate in my eyes.
Hmm, I'm not sure what you mean by this.
All that I yearn for, for richer or poorer, is to be the peace that you feel.
All that I yearn for, for richer or poorer, is to fill your heart on my own.
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it was a joke. i didn't mean to offend anyone.
my school holds functions and dinners for parents and friends of gay/lesbian/transgender groups all the time. i normally work for these events (and most events at my school) and all the gays/lesbians/transgender people i've met there were really nice and fun to talk to. they just want to fit in and be accepted like anyone else. i'll admit there are a few jerks in that crowd, but that's life.
2 of my best friends at school here are gay and lesbian. they are real fun to hang out with and they joke around with the fact thay they are homosexual. they are an easygoing bunch.
I'm glad there are schools like that.
All that I yearn for, for richer or poorer, is to be the peace that you feel.
All that I yearn for, for richer or poorer, is to fill your heart on my own.
Gaymers | Magic Coffeehouse | Little Jar of Mamelon | Natural 20
I wont see you for four days...give me a warm welcome when I return and catch me up! I'm going to ashland!
Love, Banana
there seems to be quite a large percentage of sexually diverse people in the culinary industry. i consider myself a sexually diverse person myself, but i won't go into that just yet.
EDIT: later, naner. have a good trip!
What I mean is that if a couple are having a major fight and it's not something that I can do any good by getting into, I just don't get involved. It's like "What business of mine is it to get into their personal affairs?", ya know?
Good news! I finally found suitable art for that last card I wanted to preview. As usual most will be rares and there's always a few suprises I'm not showin' but I hope I'm doin this right. While these cards may not be the center of the setting they're definitely some good to look at.
Sorry to all you dial-up users out there! Oh and if anyone knows how to make a set symbol for MSE2, may I request you make a hollow triangle with a sphere in the center of it? I'd much appreciate it... I dunno how to make those things at all.
*waves at A Banana*
All that I yearn for, for richer or poorer, is to be the peace that you feel.
All that I yearn for, for richer or poorer, is to fill your heart on my own.
Gaymers | Magic Coffeehouse | Little Jar of Mamelon | Natural 20
those cards are incredible, though i think that Light's Grace is too strong. nice art, crimson!
Sorta but the circle in the center is solid.
Edit - Oh and the entire triangle is connected.
Kind of like life in general.
Oh, well. At least I may end up with a new job sometime in these next two weeks. Yippy.
Goodnight, all.
All that I yearn for, for richer or poorer, is to be the peace that you feel.
All that I yearn for, for richer or poorer, is to fill your heart on my own.
Gaymers | Magic Coffeehouse | Little Jar of Mamelon | Natural 20
I'm working on it little by little when I can. I don't really have a time table and rushing something like this would be bad. But I do hope to get a good 60-70 cards done tommorow because I've been busy. I don't think I'm gonna get that kinda result tho everyday. So if you want a good estimate - end of July.
Edit - Sorry for the bummer weekend mamelon. Anyway I have to get to sleep. Goodnight everyone!
geez... way to end the night on a happy note.
j/k
i hope you get your spring back in your step. GL with the job deelie.
nite mamelon, nite crimson.
Sorry. I've just been very, very emotional these past two or three weeks, for some reason, and am having a hard time dealing with it. At first I thought it might just be hormones, but that can't be it because it's just not getting any better. Besides, hormones don't interfere with my ability to feel pleasure, usually.
*sigh* I guess I'm getting depressed again. Which makes me feel bad because I've been doing so well at staying pretty euthymic (i.e. normal, not depressed or manic) since spring started.
Anyway, goodnight once again.
All that I yearn for, for richer or poorer, is to be the peace that you feel.
All that I yearn for, for richer or poorer, is to fill your heart on my own.
Gaymers | Magic Coffeehouse | Little Jar of Mamelon | Natural 20
goodnight all! sleep tight and don't let the bedbugs bite!
i think i should probably go to bed, i have work tomorrow. it seems you have the shop to yourself now, wessel.
night then.
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Stardust Siggies! Wonderful graphics:D
Why would you think I have anything against them? I just implied they are very powerful, that's all.
And for the record, I really don't think they appreciate being called lesbos. None of the lesbians I've known have cared for it, anyway. That, and jokes by straight guys about being able to watch them do... you know.
Girl on girl ****ing **** **** **** with a **** and **** with big heaving ***s and ropes and chains and *****s and **** and it's bigger than a horse. That's what.
How is everyone today? I'm bored, a little tired, glad that I'm getting out of school soon.
Why am I in such a happy mood, you ask? Oh...you didn't ask...well, I'll tell you anyway. This is probably the most symbolic post in my whole life and time on this site. And I want to thank the coffee house for helping me to achieve this many posts. That being said, this is post 1337!!!!!
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Don't ask me for translation, because I can barely read it myself.
*Waves*
Love, Banana
Well. I'm pleased with myself. I just found 41 dollars I didn't know I had. And I'm finally in the mood to play MTG again. I mean, I hadn't lost interest in the game, but for the past two or three weeks, I just haven't felt like playing- especially since the only people I play any more are Mamelon and Josh. And as much as I like MWS, I don't like MWS. I mean, it's great, but I would rather play paper Magic.
I think part of the reason my Augustins and Dovescapes et all have been sitting around, waiting for me to actually build my much anticipated Dovescape deck is because I already got to play it on MWS, and the theoretical version is infinitely better than the version I can build with the cards I have... so yeah.
I tried to build it today, though, and I was all like "OMG WARE R TEMPEL GARDENZ!?!? WTF Y NO BOPS?!?!!11" Then I hung my head in shame.
P.S. I'm just going to say it- Mamelon is in a bad mood, and lately she feels like no one gives a rat's ass if she even bothers posting. So, let's try and cheer her up, alright?
Or freaking else!
Now I must be going. Job hunting time!