I wanted to ask the House to take a moment to appreciate Kevin for his work on the House. He is a staple among us members, and has been feeling a little down lately. I know it would mean the world to him if you guys sent a shout out to him and maybe a few kindly words.
I actually just did something huge today. I sent an email to my supervisor about my problem.
Here is what I sent her:
Wow, that's a tall order. From the looks of your email, I don't see that you should have any problems being understood in your situation. I hope everything gets worked out ok. Changing genders sounds like it would be pretty difficult, and even then, I wouldn't think it would begin to cover it.`
As for the stories.. I would link to it directly, but there be younger chillun's here, not to mention it's against the forum rules. If you want them, PM or IM me.
For a little extra info, they're split into 10 parts, and I need to write 11 and 12 before they're done. It's just been forever since I had the time (or the energy) to write them.
I'm intrigued somewhat....I'm not asking for them, but put me down for a maybe.
I totally thought this was in reference to your erotic fiction. I spent a good 10 minutes trying to figure out what "parallel park" was a euphemism for.
What did you come up with?
I'm probably going to go update and write a new entry for my blog, since I haven't done so in a long while. I also am wanting to change my Avatar + Sig, but I'm unsure as to what. I think, if anything, I'll change my sig first, since I've had it since about the time I started posting.
@Kevin: What's wrong? Something bothering you? You can always come to us for help and support.
@ Kraj:
Just in case, if you think that the above 'discussion' should warrant a loss in points or a disqualification, I'm okay with that However, if you do decide to take such an action, could you still comment on my card as if you didn't please, just so I know how I would have done?
I've avoided reading any discussion about your card, since I intend to judge it based on my own abilities. I won't DQ you over the discussion but I wouldn't make a habit of getting this much outside input.
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The Golden Rule of forums: If you're going to be rude, be right. If you might be wrong, be polite.
For the record, if I ever ask any of you for erotic anything, I should be considered to be joking. I'm sure that you're all great authors of erotica, and if I was going to read any, it would be yours. But it's not really my thing.
Driving was... it was wild. I did 2.5 hrs of driving and boy almighty I was already doing so much. It was nuts. NUTS!
Incidentally, anyone wanted to read my erotic stories? They're actually transcripted from hentai manga, of all things. It's pretty wild.
*waves to everyone*
Nice card, Mr. Stuff. Lovecraft is rarely used, but when it is, it usually is done right.
Er, I think you meant Janus. But yeah, I remember the quarter I did my driving. For the last few days, we went and drove in downtown Dayton (one of the bigger cities in Ohio), which was harrowing but fun to actually learn. Also, you guys actually write erotic fiction?! And I thought I was weird.
I spent *entirely* too long working on my entry for the weekly contest this evening. It's still not done yet, but it's getting there. It's gonna be killer when it's done. It's an animated collage of Studio Ghibli film banners. So far, I've got Castle in the Sky, Princess Mononoke, The Cat Returns, and My Neighbor Totoro. I think the last one I add might be Howl's Moving Castle.
Now that I'm done with that for the night, time to watch the first episode of Samurai Deeper Kyo and go to bed. Tomorrow's my last day to work until Friday. I took the day off for Thursday, and I'm going up to WSU on Wednesday to see my friend one last time before he graduates.
Er, I think you meant Janus. But yeah, I remember the quarter I did my driving. For the last few days, we went and drove in downtown Dayton (one of the bigger cities in Ohio), which was harrowing but fun to actually learn. Also, you guys actually write erotic fiction?! And I thought I was weird.
I spent *entirely* too long working on my entry for the weekly contest this evening. It's still not done yet, but it's getting there. It's gonna be killer when it's done. It's an animated collage of Studio Ghibli film banners. So far, I've got Castle in the Sky, Princess Mononoke, The Cat Returns, and My Neighbor Totoro. I think the last one I add might be Howl's Moving Castle.
Now that I'm done with that for the night, time to watch the first episode of Samurai Deeper Kyo and go to bed. Tomorrow's my last day to work until Friday. I took the day off for Thursday, and I'm going up to WSU on Wednesday to see my friend one last time before he graduates.
What's this "you guys" business? I actually never said I wrote anything of the sort, and Josh stated he has in the past- like... adolescence in the past.
I have to go to bed now. That makes me sad, because I gotta wake up at 5 am and go to work, and there is a good chance I'm gonna have to pull a back to back shift this week.
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[16:23] Alacar Leoricar: maybe if you do it'll make the porn more meaningful
This is the third day in a row I've had to be on the computer for a half hour or less :(. I've been a little busy, but I should be active again tomorrow.
Erotic Stories: O.o No thanks.
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I'll bet you wish you had a non-unglued/unhinged card that shared your first name.
What's this "you guys" business? I actually never said I wrote anything of the sort, and Josh stated he has in the past- like... adolescence in the past.
I have to go to bed now. That makes me sad, because I gotta wake up at 5 am and go to work, and there is a good chance I'm gonna have to pull a back to back shift this week.
awww well im sure you will be able to make it through the day. Also best wishes to you always photon! Have a great night as well!
@faerielord: oh ive just been feeling a little bit weird the last couple of days. I feel much better now though thanks for you caring. Have a great night faerielord!
Well goodnight everyone this will be my last post for this evening. Ill be on aol messenger if anyone wants to talk to me though. See you all soon! *hugs and blows kisses to everyone.* Best wishes to everyone!
Today I bought this new PDF for the True20 RPG, a role-playing system I use. It's a neat book, and was only 12 dollars. It's got a lot of cool stuff in it, including methods to create classes, setting ideas, and lots of variant rules.
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* ShinSakura hugs her Mammie
while Hugging Mamelon is definately worth a spam warning, I should still say somthing.
I feel for you Mam. I look up to you alot as a sister and mentor and friend. I wish could do this hand in hand together. I am 31, so you have an advantage over me. Though I age slowly and pass for 23 most of the time, this may help me. I am already moderately fem aside from a few masc secondary traits. I am praying the hormones will do alot, but I will need surgery I know for sure...for more than just my final transition. The aformentioned hairline thing is an example. I also have a bit of a large nose I would like to narrow, and a pronnounce Adam's Apple I will need to get shaved I am sure. Hormones won't shrink that very much. I may actually have to put on some fat so it will fill out better, luckily I have never had much body fat so any I gain on hormones should locate itself correctly.
Awww, that's very flattering. Though I don't know if I could call myself someone's mentor, heh.
You may be pleased to know that as estrogen alters your body's fat distribution, it may help with some of the features you're afraid might stand out, such as an Adam's Apple. I'm lucky that I don't have a readily visible one, but for some people it's a problem.
Were you thinking of getting facial reconstructive or plastic surgery?
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Well, in my case it's because I'm a straight man who's only ever read about 2 Mills and Boon books in his life, so my experience of tatty "romantic" erotic literature is limited. No offense meant. If you really want, I can write one the other way :-).
Oh, my, I'm not offended. But don't you become bored with the tropes about a women gasping with pleasure, et al, because her man is "giving her the night of her life"? Heterosexual romance stories and pornography typically portray the man as a kind of sexual virtuoso capable of evoking exquisite responses from his partner. I consider the phrase "make love to [someone]," which suggests a transitive action upon and object rather than a cooperative action and shared experience, to be demonstrative of this notion, though it doesn't necessarily have to indicate men doing it. I often feel that this kind of exchange seems disquieting and vaguely morbid or negative when it only seems to occur in one direction, and subculture tends to paint this exchange as predominantly moving from men and toward women, which is decidely one-way.
There is a theory that this is partly why lots of people get into literature about homosexual relationships, such as shonen ai, because the lack of obvious duality neutralizes the often loaded imagery about gender dynamics in the picture, and redistributes individual masculine or feminine traits amongs the participants in more subtle ways that cause them to appear less forced and more organic and innocent.
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I think I might have to hate Planar Chaos. It's turning me mono-green and I'm not comfortable with it.
Does green have demons? No. Does it have spot removal kill? Hell no. Does it have swanky vampirism effects and "pay life to kill the world" instants and sorceries? NO.
I feel like I'm cheating on a spouse or something.
I think Planar Chaos is doing that to all of us a little bit. Why, hello there, Swamp - when did you become so attractive?
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I actually just did something huge today. I sent an email to my supervisor about my problem.
That was very brave of you. I am pleased that all appears to be going well in this.
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Incidentally, anyone wanted to read my erotic stories? They're actually transcripted from hentai manga, of all things. It's pretty wild.
Yikes. Just yikes.
I, too, have written up stories before that weren't quite PG-13, and many of them have been incredibly sappy. I deleted all of them.
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Glossaries are hard work, even for something as yet-undeveloped as Wasted City O_o;;
They certainly are!
@Buzz: I want to see Blood+ very much.
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awww well im sure you will be able to make it through the day. Also best wishes to you always photon! Have a great night as well!
@faerielord: oh ive just been feeling a little bit weird the last couple of days. I feel much better now though thanks for you caring. Have a great night faerielord!
Well goodnight everyone this will be my last post for this evening. Ill be on aol messenger if anyone wants to talk to me though. See you all soon! *hugs and blows kisses to everyone.* Best wishes to everyone!
Good night, Kevie! I hope you have a good time at work later this week. Glad you are feeling a bit more peppy now. *hugs*
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All that I yearn for, for richer or poorer, is to be the light that you see. All that I yearn for, for richer or poorer, is to be the peace that you feel. All that I yearn for, for richer or poorer, is to fill your heart on my own.
But the rainbow is an image of hope for many reasons, as it is a brilliant sight coming out of oftimes dismal weather.
Goodnight mamelon! Thanks well if it wasnt for you and alacar i wouldnt be as nearly as happy as i am now. thanks you two! I hope you will have a great day tommorrow as well mamelon and ill see you soon! *hugs mamelon back* *gives mamelon a big rose*
Goodnight everyone and sweetdreams to everyone as well! *hugs and blows kisses*
I just had a meeting with my supervisor, it went really well. I will probably be able to tak 2-3 months. She will be getting the ball rolling with HR tomorrow for me.
I've avoided reading any discussion about your card, since I intend to judge it based on my own abilities. I won't DQ you over the discussion but I wouldn't make a habit of getting this much outside input.
Don't worry, I didn't intend to
Also, concerning your judgings, you made a fair point in your comment on the flavour, I'll keep it in mind for the next round. That said, I could have easilly used a different theme while retaining the ability, but I just had too much fun creating this card
So I'm not sad I lost the round... Honestly... There's just something in my eye, that's all...
If you want to learn more about the Cthulhu Mythos, Wikipedia has a good article on it.
I wanted to ask the House to take a moment to appreciate Kevin for his work on the House. He is a staple among us members, and has been feeling a little down lately. I know it would mean the world to him if you guys sent a shout out to him and maybe a few kindly words.
You're making a mistake here, Alacar.
Each and every member of the Coffeehouse contributes to this thread, one way or the other, and I always appreciate them for it
That goes for your aforementioned words as well though
* Janus raises his glass to Alacar
@ KevinLiu:
I hope this day is turning out better for you Kevin.
* Janus gives Kevin a hug and a piece of chocolate cake
Edit: I was thinking about getting rid of my cecilia theme completely and just not have anything but Kevin as my profile.
Why would you do that, if I may ask?
If you no longer associate with your theme, or if you no longer feel like it fits you, then a change might be in order.
I've always thought that it's a cool 'theme' though
I admire the fact that some of you (here in the 'House) manage to keep constant themes - or at least manage to hold on to them for several months. I feel the need to change my theme every month (or sometimes even sooner).
(First off, a qualifier - it was a paragraph thrown out at short notice, and so as a straight man, my stream-of-consciousness impulse is to write about a woman enjoying sex).
I know, sweetness, I'm not blaming you.
Interesting. From what I've read (and trying to not go into too much detail here :-)), most erotic fiction seems to be written so that its target audience is the submissive one (for example, Mills and Boon books have very dominant males giving the woman in question the night of her life, whereas male-oriented erotic fiction has the woman as predatory and sexually dominant). Maybe it's a latent urge in most of humanity that we want to be dominated on some level.
I think that people want to hear/read about people of their sex of interest approaching the character they identify with.
And, in the case that this occurs in pornography aimed at men (and it does), I'd say because straight men watching it are probably more interested in the woman to begin with.
I think there is something to wanting someone else to do all the work, so to speak, and be the one taking charge.
I agree on the phrase "make love to", however. The 'to' detracts from the supposedly more romantic usage of the phrase, suggesting it's something being done by one individual rather than as a mutual act.
That's right, kids, today's lecture is "The gender roles and psychological context of erotic fiction", brought to you by Tanthalas and Mamelon. Cookies will be available for those asking intelligent questions or providing particularly entertaining examples of the genre in question :D.
Yes, and creates active and passive parnter roles almost right off the bat.
This is the first part of a series, and the rest is available on DVD or VHS for five payments of $9.99!
@Kevin: Why do you want to change your Cecilia theme?
I'm passing out PCL packs starting today. Lemme know what you want, people.
I want an Onslaught and two Dissension.
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All that I yearn for, for richer or poorer, is to be the light that you see. All that I yearn for, for richer or poorer, is to be the peace that you feel. All that I yearn for, for richer or poorer, is to fill your heart on my own.
But the rainbow is an image of hope for many reasons, as it is a brilliant sight coming out of oftimes dismal weather.
Good morning, Coffeehouse. I haven't posted in a while, but not much has really been going on in here it seems. Today is going to suck, because Tuesday's pretty much always suck, plus I've got a buttload of homework to do tonight that I haven't started. So yeah, don't expect to see too much of me this afternoon.
@kevin: Sorry about any troubles you are having. I hope everything turns out well for you, man :).
@Alacar: Meh, same as always, I guess. Dissension is really the only set that has the kind of cards I'm looking for at the moment. Once I change my deck a little, maybe I can get something else.
@Janus: Sorry about losing. You got a good score at least. Your opponent's card was just really good I guess.
Speaking of which, I'm still waiting on my judgment, but I'm not too confident. I really like my opponent's card, and I'm very afraid of what my card can do. I'll just have to hope FL likes it.
That's right, kids, today's lecture is "The gender roles and psychological context of erotic fiction", brought to you by Tanthalas and Mamelon. Cookies will be available for those asking intelligent questions or providing particularly entertaining examples of the genre in question :D.
Heh, quite amusing lecture.
Speaking of "making love", I must say I was never comfortable with that choice of words. I dunno, but for me sex is never about love. Yeah, if you love your partner, you're bound to look back more fondly after it's over... but during the act per se, I never, ever think of love. Obvious as it might seem, I believe it's something that has a lot more to do with instinct and desire. That is to say: I don't think sex is particularly more enjoyable if you love your partner, but it is if you're physically attracted to them.
Some of my male friends agree with me on this one... but weirdly, none of my female friends do.
@Kraj - Thanks for the good things you said about my card. I really liked it - in fact, I think it's one of the best I've designed lately. Stupid noncreature requirement!
Also, concerning your judgings, you made a fair point in your comment on the flavour, I'll keep it in mind for the next round. That said, I could have easilly used a different theme while retaining the ability, but I just had too much fun creating this card
So I'm not sad I lost the round... Honestly... There's just something in my eye, that's all...
This makes me very happy to here. It's always hard to hand someone a loss (well, unless their card really is awful) but knowing that win or lose you had fun playing makes a world of difference to me. That's what the game is supposed to be about.
@Kraj - Thanks for the good things you said about my card. I really liked it - in fact, I think it's one of the best I've designed lately. Stupid noncreature requirement!
I always like your work. In fact, you were the first designer I encountered here whose work really made me go "Wow!". Situations like this suck for me as a judge. If I had my way I would have sent you both through, but in order to do that I would have had to intentionally judge your card a point higher than I normally would. In the big picture, it probably wouldn't be a big deal if I did so, but something about that just doesn't sit right with me. *sigh*
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I think sex is more meaningful and enjoyable when you love the person, myself. I'm coming to find more and more that this opinion is eye-rolling material and frankly, I think that's sad. Maybe I should've been born into an earlier era...but if I were, there'd be no Dragon Quest ;___;
Alacar, I'd like three Planar Chaos again this time.
Also, if anyone else needs to get in a game today I'll be available for a few hours. I won't foget to put in my Damnations this time though >_<;;
Speaking of "making love", I must say I was never comfortable with that choice of words. I dunno, but for me sex is never about love. Yeah, if you love your partner, you're bound to look back more fondly after it's over... but during the act per se, I never, ever think of love. Obvious as it might seem, I believe it's something that has a lot more to do with instinct and desire. That is to say: I don't think sex is particularly more enjoyable if you love your partner, but it is if you're physically attracted to them.
Some of my male friends agree with me on this one... but weirdly, none of my female friends do.
That's because it's generally, although not universally, true about the different ways men and women see sex. Which is something most women understand, and that's why they put a relatively greater importance on their appearance and looks.
I'm home sick today bleh...so much to do and unable to get to work because of illness. Kitty cat seems to be doing better though.
That's because it's generally, although not universally, true about the different ways men and women see sex. Which is something most women understand, and that's why they put a relatively greater importance on their appearance and looks.
Funny thing: this issue has always been an inverted one for me. The guys I've known have been worried about meaningful relationships and they've always been the ones who won't have sex with a girl until they know there's affection there. On the other hand, all the girls I've known have quite literally been easy. They sleep around, have multiple children, and don't really care about anything besides their own gratification. I've long thought that the women in this town "ruin" the men, and I've only seen more and more evidence toward that in the years I've been alive. The clincher was watching my best frend turn from a gentle, good-natured guy into a total ass right before my eyes because he'd been spurned by too many women.
I seriously wish I were kidding here.
Anyway, I needs me some lunch. I hope Alacar semds out those packs soon; I'm keeping my fingers crossed for Timbermares.
Also! I thought of a card that would make Uktabi Drake and that mare even better. Primal Forcemage. I think I need me some.
Sakura. I understand how you feel and I want you to know that I'm extermely proud of you. For some time I've been wanting a gender reassignment, but cant since I am still in high school. It is actually illegal for minors to get that surgery in New York. I'm here if you need me you know that. Is there a female name you want to go by? Like Veronica or Kaylei or something of that nature?
After destroying my bus for work and making me late, I dunno if I wanna talk to you
jk
Wow, thanks for being open with that. * ShinSakura hugs tight
While surgery is out of the question, you might be able to get hormone treatment.
And As you noticed, my screen name changed to Sakura. Thats my new name. Thanks hun.
Awww, that's very flattering. Though I don't know if I could call myself someone's mentor, heh.
You may be pleased to know that as estrogen alters your body's fat distribution, it may help with some of the features you're afraid might stand out, such as an Adam's Apple. I'm lucky that I don't have a readily visible one, but for some people it's a problem.
Were you thinking of getting facial reconstructive or plastic surgery?
I want to see what hormones do first, but I have been looking into what FFS is available and what the risks are. I would like to avoid the Adam's Apple shaving because it doesn't actually effect the voice in a possitive way and is very risky. I am holding off on voice therepy though until I know for sure what I am doing with my apple.
"">"I been waiting three months. What's the problem?"
“I don't wanna ****. I wanna make love. I've had too many relationships that didn't work out. You're special to me. I know all the girls do everything that you want. And I don't wanna go through... Why are you doing this...?"
And men see those tears and we be, "OK. We don't have to do nothing." Then you go out and your friends be, "Yo, man, you **** her yet?" "No." "Why not?" "She's special. She said she don't wanna ****, she wanna make love."
Which is bull****. I mean, ****ing and making love, let's be real. I mean, the physical act... I like to **** somebody I'm in love with. But I ain't making love to nobody. I get into bed... I get into bed... I get into bed... When you get into bed, would you rather have somebody say: "Oh, make love to me" or grab the back of your head and say, "**** the **** out of me.”
You have to admit...he's onto something.:p
I am part of the minority that needs sex to mean something more than just a physical connection. I'm not the type that can just go and have sex with whoever. Which, is unfortunate sometimes.:sweat:
As far as the PCL...give me Planar Chaos. I haven't been able to play much because of babysitting alot, but I'll be able to play a couple games tomorrow.
@strongbad: Thanks strongbad! I hope you will have a great day as well! I am doing well now thanks! Well have a great day at school and talk to you later.
@my cecilia theme: I have decided to keep my theme. I was feeling pretty bitter yesterday so i wasn't thinking straight but I feel much better today though. Thank you all that cheered me up!
@alacar: thanks alacar for you big support i really appreciate it and your my good friend too. Have a great day at work and school today. See you soon and take care!
@Janus: yummy thanks for the cake janus! I'm sure my day will turn out alot better today then yesterday and as always best wishes to you janus and your relationship. Have a great day as well janus! *hugs back*
@mamelon: Have a great day today mamelon and i hope your day at work will turn out really great for you. Best wishes to you and your futuristic goals me and others will be right behind you! *hugs mamelon* see you soon!
@Sakura: Best wishes to you and I only wish for the best for you Sakura and have a great day as well!
Well I am going to take off for a long while. I probably going to start getting ready for work i work from 3pm to 8:30pm pacific time. Ill be on aol and msn after i come back from work though. Have a great day everyone and best wishes to all of you! *hugs and blows kisses to everyone*
Funny thing: this issue has always been an inverted one for me. The guys I've known have been worried about meaningful relationships and they've always been the ones who won't have sex with a girl until they know there's affection there. On the other hand, all the girls I've known have quite literally been easy. They sleep around, have multiple children, and don't really care about anything besides their own gratification. I've long thought that the women in this town "ruin" the men, and I've only seen more and more evidence toward that in the years I've been alive. The clincher was watching my best frend turn from a gentle, good-natured guy into a total ass right before my eyes because he'd been spurned by too many women.
I seriously wish I were kidding here.
If it makes you feel any better I live in a sorta middle ground on that. There's definitely plenty of women who will just have as much sex as possible (and hence children) but there's just as many that want the relationship. The same is true with the guys here. Honestly tho, most just want to **** as many women as possible so its not equal at all. I just happen to be one of the people in the other category.
@Eddie Murphy: The latter but I like my language dirty.
Okay, got some things to comment on. I apologize if I miss some things, but I'm only commenting on that which I feel is very important (which are the things that stick out in my mind after reading).
Sakura: I don't think your name will ever stop me from smiling. Then again, I love the Love Hina opening theme, which has 'Sakura' in the name. I forget the other word. In any case, it was very courageous of you to talk to your employer about your situation, regardless of how many other people are in that same situation there. The fact that you got exactly what you needed and more than you wanted is just the icing on the cake. That's an awesome boss you have, methinks.
The Cthulu Card: I liked it, though I think it would have been fine at around... BBBB. That's just me.
Cecilia: Hey, if you need to talk, I'm usually at my computer when you are. Just drop me a line and I'd be happy to talk to you about just about anything. We're not ignoring you, people just forget multiple topics when writing about one.
Sex/Making Love: To quote the awesome webcomic Jack: "In heaven, they make love. On Earth, they have sex. But down here, they ****." In any case, I am a firm believer in making love, except the preposition is 'with' and not 'to' in my case. To me, sex is fine and all, but it's nothing special, and nothing in general, if it's not with someone you truly care about.
I wanted to ask the House to take a moment to appreciate Kevin for his work on the House. He is a staple among us members, and has been feeling a little down lately. I know it would mean the world to him if you guys sent a shout out to him and maybe a few kindly words.
Wow, a lot of people on the thread atm.
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Wow, that's a tall order. From the looks of your email, I don't see that you should have any problems being understood in your situation. I hope everything gets worked out ok. Changing genders sounds like it would be pretty difficult, and even then, I wouldn't think it would begin to cover it.`
I'm intrigued somewhat....I'm not asking for them, but put me down for a maybe.
What did you come up with?
I'm probably going to go update and write a new entry for my blog, since I haven't done so in a long while. I also am wanting to change my Avatar + Sig, but I'm unsure as to what. I think, if anything, I'll change my sig first, since I've had it since about the time I started posting.
@Kevin: What's wrong? Something bothering you? You can always come to us for help and support.
Windmills do not work that way!
I've avoided reading any discussion about your card, since I intend to judge it based on my own abilities. I won't DQ you over the discussion but I wouldn't make a habit of getting this much outside input.
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She knows why.
Er, I think you meant Janus. But yeah, I remember the quarter I did my driving. For the last few days, we went and drove in downtown Dayton (one of the bigger cities in Ohio), which was harrowing but fun to actually learn. Also, you guys actually write erotic fiction?! And I thought I was weird.
I spent *entirely* too long working on my entry for the weekly contest this evening. It's still not done yet, but it's getting there. It's gonna be killer when it's done. It's an animated collage of Studio Ghibli film banners. So far, I've got Castle in the Sky, Princess Mononoke, The Cat Returns, and My Neighbor Totoro. I think the last one I add might be Howl's Moving Castle.
Now that I'm done with that for the night, time to watch the first episode of Samurai Deeper Kyo and go to bed. Tomorrow's my last day to work until Friday. I took the day off for Thursday, and I'm going up to WSU on Wednesday to see my friend one last time before he graduates.
What's this "you guys" business? I actually never said I wrote anything of the sort, and Josh stated he has in the past- like... adolescence in the past.
I have to go to bed now. That makes me sad, because I gotta wake up at 5 am and go to work, and there is a good chance I'm gonna have to pull a back to back shift this week.
Erotic Stories: O.o No thanks.
awww well im sure you will be able to make it through the day. Also best wishes to you always photon! Have a great night as well!
@faerielord: oh ive just been feeling a little bit weird the last couple of days. I feel much better now though thanks for you caring. Have a great night faerielord!
Well goodnight everyone this will be my last post for this evening. Ill be on aol messenger if anyone wants to talk to me though. See you all soon! *hugs and blows kisses to everyone.* Best wishes to everyone!
Love,
Cecilia
Awww, that's very flattering. Though I don't know if I could call myself someone's mentor, heh.
You may be pleased to know that as estrogen alters your body's fat distribution, it may help with some of the features you're afraid might stand out, such as an Adam's Apple. I'm lucky that I don't have a readily visible one, but for some people it's a problem.
Were you thinking of getting facial reconstructive or plastic surgery?
Oh, my, I'm not offended. But don't you become bored with the tropes about a women gasping with pleasure, et al, because her man is "giving her the night of her life"? Heterosexual romance stories and pornography typically portray the man as a kind of sexual virtuoso capable of evoking exquisite responses from his partner. I consider the phrase "make love to [someone]," which suggests a transitive action upon and object rather than a cooperative action and shared experience, to be demonstrative of this notion, though it doesn't necessarily have to indicate men doing it. I often feel that this kind of exchange seems disquieting and vaguely morbid or negative when it only seems to occur in one direction, and subculture tends to paint this exchange as predominantly moving from men and toward women, which is decidely one-way.
There is a theory that this is partly why lots of people get into literature about homosexual relationships, such as shonen ai, because the lack of obvious duality neutralizes the often loaded imagery about gender dynamics in the picture, and redistributes individual masculine or feminine traits amongs the participants in more subtle ways that cause them to appear less forced and more organic and innocent.
I think Planar Chaos is doing that to all of us a little bit. Why, hello there, Swamp - when did you become so attractive?
That was very brave of you. I am pleased that all appears to be going well in this.
Yikes. Just yikes.
I, too, have written up stories before that weren't quite PG-13, and many of them have been incredibly sappy. I deleted all of them.
They certainly are!
@Buzz: I want to see Blood+ very much.
Good night, Kevie! I hope you have a good time at work later this week. Glad you are feeling a bit more peppy now. *hugs*
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All that I yearn for, for richer or poorer, is to fill your heart on my own.
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Goodnight everyone and sweetdreams to everyone as well! *hugs and blows kisses*
Love,
Cecilia/Kevin
I thank the Heavens that this morning is a lot less hard on me than yesterday's
@ ShinSakura:
Congrats Sakura, well done
@ Kraj:
Don't worry, I didn't intend to
Also, concerning your judgings, you made a fair point in your comment on the flavour, I'll keep it in mind for the next round. That said, I could have easilly used a different theme while retaining the ability, but I just had too much fun creating this card
So I'm not sad I lost the round... Honestly... There's just something in my eye, that's all...
If you want to learn more about the Cthulhu Mythos, Wikipedia has a good article on it.
@ Alacar & Mr Stuff:
Haha, I scanned over Alacar's comment on my card because of that
@ Mr Stuff:
About Studio Ghibli, haven't they recently released a new movie? With racoons or something?
@ Alacar:
You're making a mistake here, Alacar.
Each and every member of the Coffeehouse contributes to this thread, one way or the other, and I always appreciate them for it
That goes for your aforementioned words as well though
* Janus raises his glass to Alacar
@ KevinLiu:
I hope this day is turning out better for you Kevin.
* Janus gives Kevin a hug and a piece of chocolate cake
Also...
Why would you do that, if I may ask?
If you no longer associate with your theme, or if you no longer feel like it fits you, then a change might be in order.
I've always thought that it's a cool 'theme' though
I admire the fact that some of you (here in the 'House) manage to keep constant themes - or at least manage to hold on to them for several months. I feel the need to change my theme every month (or sometimes even sooner).
- J.
& about kevin: I was trying to make him feel better, bud. I know that we all are important to the House, but he's one of my friends, yeah?
I'm passing out PCL packs starting today. Lemme know what you want, people.
Well, I gots 2.5 hrs of work today, and that's it. Ta!
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I think that people want to hear/read about people of their sex of interest approaching the character they identify with.
And, in the case that this occurs in pornography aimed at men (and it does), I'd say because straight men watching it are probably more interested in the woman to begin with.
I think there is something to wanting someone else to do all the work, so to speak, and be the one taking charge.
Yes, and creates active and passive parnter roles almost right off the bat.
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@Kevin: Why do you want to change your Cecilia theme?
I want an Onslaught and two Dissension.
All that I yearn for, for richer or poorer, is to be the peace that you feel.
All that I yearn for, for richer or poorer, is to fill your heart on my own.
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@kevin: Sorry about any troubles you are having. I hope everything turns out well for you, man :).
@Alacar: Meh, same as always, I guess. Dissension is really the only set that has the kind of cards I'm looking for at the moment. Once I change my deck a little, maybe I can get something else.
@Janus: Sorry about losing. You got a good score at least. Your opponent's card was just really good I guess.
Speaking of which, I'm still waiting on my judgment, but I'm not too confident. I really like my opponent's card, and I'm very afraid of what my card can do. I'll just have to hope FL likes it.
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Heh, quite amusing lecture.
Speaking of "making love", I must say I was never comfortable with that choice of words. I dunno, but for me sex is never about love. Yeah, if you love your partner, you're bound to look back more fondly after it's over... but during the act per se, I never, ever think of love. Obvious as it might seem, I believe it's something that has a lot more to do with instinct and desire. That is to say: I don't think sex is particularly more enjoyable if you love your partner, but it is if you're physically attracted to them.
Some of my male friends agree with me on this one... but weirdly, none of my female friends do.
@Kraj - Thanks for the good things you said about my card. I really liked it - in fact, I think it's one of the best I've designed lately. Stupid noncreature requirement!
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This makes me very happy to here. It's always hard to hand someone a loss (well, unless their card really is awful) but knowing that win or lose you had fun playing makes a world of difference to me. That's what the game is supposed to be about.
I always like your work. In fact, you were the first designer I encountered here whose work really made me go "Wow!". Situations like this suck for me as a judge. If I had my way I would have sent you both through, but in order to do that I would have had to intentionally judge your card a point higher than I normally would. In the big picture, it probably wouldn't be a big deal if I did so, but something about that just doesn't sit right with me. *sigh*
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Alacar, I'd like three Planar Chaos again this time.
Also, if anyone else needs to get in a game today I'll be available for a few hours. I won't foget to put in my Damnations this time though >_<;;
I'm home sick today bleh...so much to do and unable to get to work because of illness. Kitty cat seems to be doing better though.
Funny thing: this issue has always been an inverted one for me. The guys I've known have been worried about meaningful relationships and they've always been the ones who won't have sex with a girl until they know there's affection there. On the other hand, all the girls I've known have quite literally been easy. They sleep around, have multiple children, and don't really care about anything besides their own gratification. I've long thought that the women in this town "ruin" the men, and I've only seen more and more evidence toward that in the years I've been alive. The clincher was watching my best frend turn from a gentle, good-natured guy into a total ass right before my eyes because he'd been spurned by too many women.
I seriously wish I were kidding here.
Anyway, I needs me some lunch. I hope Alacar semds out those packs soon; I'm keeping my fingers crossed for Timbermares.
Also! I thought of a card that would make Uktabi Drake and that mare even better. Primal Forcemage. I think I need me some.
Stupid bus broke down today 6 of us were late...I blame ninjas.
After destroying my bus for work and making me late, I dunno if I wanna talk to you
jk
Wow, thanks for being open with that.
* ShinSakura hugs tight
While surgery is out of the question, you might be able to get hormone treatment.
And As you noticed, my screen name changed to Sakura. Thats my new name. Thanks hun.
I want to see what hormones do first, but I have been looking into what FFS is available and what the risks are. I would like to avoid the Adam's Apple shaving because it doesn't actually effect the voice in a possitive way and is very risky. I am holding off on voice therepy though until I know for sure what I am doing with my apple.
“I don't wanna ****. I wanna make love. I've had too many relationships that didn't work out. You're special to me. I know all the girls do everything that you want. And I don't wanna go through... Why are you doing this...?"
And men see those tears and we be, "OK. We don't have to do nothing." Then you go out and your friends be, "Yo, man, you **** her yet?" "No." "Why not?" "She's special. She said she don't wanna ****, she wanna make love."
Which is bull****. I mean, ****ing and making love, let's be real. I mean, the physical act... I like to **** somebody I'm in love with. But I ain't making love to nobody. I get into bed... I get into bed... I get into bed... When you get into bed, would you rather have somebody say: "Oh, make love to me" or grab the back of your head and say, "**** the **** out of me.”
I am part of the minority that needs sex to mean something more than just a physical connection. I'm not the type that can just go and have sex with whoever. Which, is unfortunate sometimes.:sweat:
As far as the PCL...give me Planar Chaos. I haven't been able to play much because of babysitting alot, but I'll be able to play a couple games tomorrow.
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@my cecilia theme: I have decided to keep my theme. I was feeling pretty bitter yesterday so i wasn't thinking straight but I feel much better today though. Thank you all that cheered me up!
@alacar: thanks alacar for you big support i really appreciate it and your my good friend too. Have a great day at work and school today. See you soon and take care!
@Janus: yummy thanks for the cake janus! I'm sure my day will turn out alot better today then yesterday and as always best wishes to you janus and your relationship. Have a great day as well janus! *hugs back*
@mamelon: Have a great day today mamelon and i hope your day at work will turn out really great for you. Best wishes to you and your futuristic goals me and others will be right behind you! *hugs mamelon* see you soon!
@Sakura: Best wishes to you and I only wish for the best for you Sakura and have a great day as well!
Well I am going to take off for a long while. I probably going to start getting ready for work i work from 3pm to 8:30pm pacific time. Ill be on aol and msn after i come back from work though. Have a great day everyone and best wishes to all of you! *hugs and blows kisses to everyone*
Love,
Cecilia/Kevin
If it makes you feel any better I live in a sorta middle ground on that. There's definitely plenty of women who will just have as much sex as possible (and hence children) but there's just as many that want the relationship. The same is true with the guys here. Honestly tho, most just want to **** as many women as possible so its not equal at all. I just happen to be one of the people in the other category.
@Eddie Murphy: The latter but I like my language dirty.
Sakura: I don't think your name will ever stop me from smiling. Then again, I love the Love Hina opening theme, which has 'Sakura' in the name. I forget the other word. In any case, it was very courageous of you to talk to your employer about your situation, regardless of how many other people are in that same situation there. The fact that you got exactly what you needed and more than you wanted is just the icing on the cake. That's an awesome boss you have, methinks.
The Cthulu Card: I liked it, though I think it would have been fine at around... BBBB. That's just me.
Cecilia: Hey, if you need to talk, I'm usually at my computer when you are. Just drop me a line and I'd be happy to talk to you about just about anything. We're not ignoring you, people just forget multiple topics when writing about one.
Sex/Making Love: To quote the awesome webcomic Jack: "In heaven, they make love. On Earth, they have sex. But down here, they ****." In any case, I am a firm believer in making love, except the preposition is 'with' and not 'to' in my case. To me, sex is fine and all, but it's nothing special, and nothing in general, if it's not with someone you truly care about.
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