4906 songs in library- all of them suck
Anyway- today is my day off. I filed my taxes yesterday. Between state and federal, I'll be getting back over seventeen hundred dollars, which is less than I received last year, but still nice. I'm definitely buying a new pair of glasses with it (since I don't have coverage for visual), and I'm also seriously considering getting a new laptop.
Right now, we only have this one computer working, and between the three of it it's always in hot demand. I have Rise to GM, Josh and I both have to admin the Den, and between all our other online activities, obligations, and needs, there is never a time in which you can be using this thing without having someone else need it as well. So I really just want a laptop to take out of the living room, retreat to my bedroom or the kitchen, and be able to work on without interruptions.
I'm also debating buying a box (or maybe 2, who knows) of Planar Chaos. Part of me just likes the idea because I like having a lot of cards, but the other part of me is still wary due to my relative disappointment with my Dissension purchases. Additionally, there really are very few PC cards I really would like to have for myself. Most of them are just cards I would like so that I can say I have them, and most of the more hotly desired cards I would probably only want for trading.
I do really want a playset of Chronozoa, a playset of Dawn Charm, and a playset of Dust Elemental. I can't really think of any other cards that really jump out at me as being fun to play with, or interesting to build a deck around. I've realized that over the past two months or so, I've started slowing shifting from Johnny to Timmy. I'm sort of tired of trying to make really innovative decks- but while I do enjoy being creative with my deckbuilding, I play Magic so infrequently anymore that when I do play, I like it to be as much fun as possible.
NOTE: If you are not a fan of needless whining, read no further.
I'm still feeling some hostility today, but I'm sort of making myself stay chipper today. I just really hate it when people try and get between Josh and I.
Back when he and I first met, he had a friend named Chelsea. She was a total textbook *** hag- always clinging to him, acting like he was some sort of pet, constantly going on about how hot he is. It wasn't a big secret that she was attracted to him, either. Right around the time we first started getting closer, she and I had a lot of conflicts because she felt threatened by me, and thus she kept trying to muscle me out of his life, which didn't go over well, and only added onto my innate distrust of most women. At any rate, I sort of feel shades of that whole ugly scenario again, although this time the situation is (thankfully) missing a foul-mouthed, horny college girl with a million piercings and a craving for gay guys.
I've explained how I feel to Josh, and he understands, but it doesn't really change the fact. I can't exactly tell him to stop being friends with her (I mean, I'm arrogant, but I'm not THAT arrogant), but part of me does just wish that he would cut her off and spare me the frustration of having to deal with her.
I realize this entry is vague and whiny, and God forbid "emo" (Oh my God, alert the authorities!), but there you have it.
In spite of this shininess that you speak of that I am ignorant of, great blog entry, Photon.
Faerie Lord, it's Pongify, from pongo.
Who?
And I agree--sometimes my massive collection of music just isn't enough.