And so it begins...

Recently (as in today), I purchased some flax seeds.
Its troubling me though...
it seems odd that such a substance occurring in nature can correct part of a mistake made by nature, that mistake being my body.
Its troubling, to me, because I look a the bag and they seem to be just seeds, and they are. I know they don't hold all my answers, and I know they wont change things to the extent everything else will, like when i start hormone replacement therapy eventually, its just that I'm a little skeptical.
I have never been one to trust the power of natural medicine. I have always had a distrust for nature. I just, it doesn't seem like the seeds i hold in my hands are the start of the one thing i can't overcome with sheer willpower, which is my body.
I honestly feel stupid for thinking anything 'naturally' occurring can fix a mistake made by nature, but I guess Gaea makes backup plans sometimes.
*sigh* I guess it begins, the physical part of my transition...
and for the first time in my life, I have to trust nature to work its course....
what Irony
In any case, Shocked yeah, not exactly sure how to end a blog...
thanks for whoever took the time to read this Shocked
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